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why is it that someone does something wrong very wrong so wrong they dont deserve to live on this planet or even the universe any more but they just keep getting away with things.
My grandad still has not gone to court for what he did to me.
yet i feel the one who is being punished its been over a year now since i reported him to the police why has there not been any move moment for ages for months even.
why are they doing this to me he is sitting pritty where i am sat at home woundering if its my fault even most of my family are not speaking to me even the once who i thought might stick around if i said something but no i was wrong yet again can i trust any one. can i even trust my self.
i feel like crap today i have even though i have been out in the car with my boyfriend and the kids but it just not worked i still feel like crap.
i have stoped seeing my therapist as she thinks it too dangerous for me while i am pregnant but isnt my stress and upset just as bad. i am just once again on my own to deal with this shit
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i am feeling a lot better this month i have foundn out that i am 3 month pregnant and i am very happy about that but not so happy about the simptoms lol. i hope i stay this possitive for longer then i usaualy do
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Add your supporttoday is really shit i wish i was dead all my pain is strong and unbareable my head is spinning and my memories are swerling around in my head. i feel like cutting my self again to let the blood release the pain and anger to feel something i can control and see. therapie last for ages and just doent work as i am struggling to open up i am such a freak. i can not deal with everyday things any longer i dont know how long i can carry on. i need some help but have noone to turn to and no where to run and hide from my pain ether
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Hey I am really sorry to hear you had a very bad day. Please don't give up and I hope you did not cut yourself today. Please if you need a friend to talk to you can always talk to me Just let me know when and I will be there for you . Just a reminder I am your friend . I just want to know what time zone are you in. I am in the eastern time zone . So then we can set up a time we can chat . Take care of yourself my dear .
SummerBaby1962