DDDnTN's Journal

I don’t even know where to start with this.  The goose has applied for a new loan on his house that’s in his Trust and for some odd reason or another has included my Social Security check as income.  When the loan officer asked him if he had other income, he volunteered mine!!  What is with this anyway?  This makes absolutely no sense to me whatsoever.  I fully understand why he wants to refinance due to the lower mortgage rates but it isn’t MY house!!  He made sure of that when I was too sick to realize what he had done.  I’m still trying to salvage the thousands he misappropriated from me when I didn’t even know what day it was.

I’m doing everything I know how to get the hell out of here and I don’t need this added stress and the physical pain it brings.  I went to bed about 1:30AM and woke at 5:30AM and I feel like I’ve been beaten with a baseball bat.

I found an adorable house I’m going to try to buy with the help of a loving friend so I will have a place of my own and some blessed relief from the daily inane BS around here.  I cannot live with a blithering alcoholic much longer and retain my sanity.

I know he doesn’t create these problems to aggravate me but it seems that there are more and more of them as time goes by.  I also know that the added stress to an already bad situation isn’t good and it’s killing me.

Please keep me in your prayers as I work through this.