Friday, February 29, 2008
Well life is being kind to me lately. I am going on vacation this next month from the 25th of March to the 8th of April, Alone.
JJ is in commitment …
i'm a highly creative person with a lot under my belt. a wife of 11 yrs. with 4 kids, 3 step kids and 5 grandkids. i create when ever i am stressed or in the mood. i create anything from drawing, yarn items, beading, sewing my own patterns, to writing poetry in all kinds of ways. my family and i have our problems as well as our strengths. we all are bipolar and adhd, but we are all highly creative and honest, caring & loyal people. AS OF 12-31-07 I AM A WIDOW. NOW I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO BE THE MOM THAT I HAVENT LEARNED TO BE YET FOR MY THREE KIDS THAT ARE STILL AT HOME WHILE I STILL HAVE THE CHANCE AND I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME.
i'm a highly creative person with a lot under my belt. a wife of 11 yrs. with 4 kids, 3 step kids and 5 grandkids. i create when ever i am stressed or in the mood. i create anything from drawing, yarn items, beading, sewing my own patterns, to writing poetry in all kinds of ways. my family and i have our problems as well as our strengths. we all are bipolar and adhd, but we are all highly creative and honest, caring & loyal people. AS OF 12-31-07 I AM A WIDOW. NOW I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO BE THE MOM
all sorts of arts and crafts, comedies, action/adventures and mysteries in books and movies, hockey, football, dragracing and monster trucks, outside, life, my family, making friends.
all sorts of arts and crafts, comedies, action/adventures and mysteries in books and movies, hockey,
Well life is being kind to me lately. I am going on vacation this next month from the 25th of March to the 8th of April, Alone.
JJ is in commitment …
Sorry that I haven't been keeping in touch with ya'll. I have been very, very busy trying to help my kids out the best way that I know how …
I tried to quit smoking with the pacth, but it didn't work. I am going to try again and see if I can do it. I really need to quit smoking and I …
Life was going really good today
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I twisted …
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HUGS FOR YOU
I have not been on in a very long time and I am not sure why- I know my friends here are the ones I really need in my times of hurt. Well I am going to try to be on more for the support and wanted to send flowers to my friend. Thanks for being there. Mercy
((((BIG HUGS)))) hope u are ok
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HUGS FOR U...GERRI
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i was diagnosed w/ FMS about 5 yrs ago.but i've had it for over 10 years. the pain was really bad and still to this day if you touch a pressure point i want to kill. it makes my depression even worse and my moodswings. i had CFS to go along with it to but thanks to meds thats taken care of. with meds my pain is at a level that i can handle except for my back. the muscles really mess me up there.
i am bipolar w/ depression. which means that depression is my main problem w/ some manics. i've battled depression all my life, and felt like dieing at least 6 times in my life. i can count most of them by how many piercings in my ears i have or my tatoo. oh, and other scares too. some are from a manic session, but i know which are which.
i started having CFS just a few years ago. i didnt understand what was going on and it snuck up on me. nothing worked except i found that when i took my tension/migraine mix that is natural i felt a little better. i finaly found the right thing for me
i have had anxiety for most of my life that just got worse the older i got. it got to the point that i couldn't leave the house and if i leave the house i in fact i grind my teeth the whole time that i am gone and i smoke twice as much. i have social anxiety and agoraphobia
i've always had asthma and it got worse when i was in my teens. big mistake. i started smoking. i have asthma and i'm allergic. it didn't stop me though. but, my mom wouldn't let me get the medicaiton needed for asthma when i was growing up, said that sudifed worked just fine. i hated my mom for a long time because i would lay in fear for my next breath for a hour for that damd med to work.
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i have had chronic pain for over 11 years
i have had HBP for the past 7 years cotinuously sence i had started taking viox. but i can't prove that it caused it.
i started getting high cholesterol about 7-8 years ago and i don't know why
I have had migraines for the past 25 years and have had tension/migaines for the past 10 years. i have found that i would prefer one or the other but unfortunately i get both at the same time
my son was recently diagnosed w/ epilepsy about 2 years ago and we now have found out that his meds are no longer working like they are supposed to
i was diagnosed BPD about 10 years ago and ever since then i have done everything in my power to learn all that i can about the disorder to get better
i have had TMJ for the past 10 years no and it only seems to get worse at every turn and no help from the drs
i was diagnosed with IBS about 4 years ago and my youngest about a year ago.
i have a form of OCD and have had it almost all my life but the drs kept gaffing me around
i have 3 kids with this disorder and the youngest is the worst of the bunch.and i just found out from the counseler that i have it too
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