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  • About Me

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    LLWB

    Female, 42
    Hayden, ID, USA
    Member since September 15, 2007

    • About Me

      i'm a highly creative person with a lot under my belt. a wife of 11 yrs. with 4 kids, 3 step kids and 5 grandkids. i create when ever i am stressed or in the mood. i create anything from drawing, yarn items, beading, sewing my own patterns, to writing poetry in all kinds of ways. my family and i have our problems as well as our strengths. we all are bipolar and adhd, but we are all highly creative and honest, caring & loyal people. AS OF 12-31-07 I AM A WIDOW. NOW I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO BE THE MOM THAT I HAVENT LEARNED TO BE YET FOR MY THREE KIDS THAT ARE STILL AT HOME WHILE I STILL HAVE THE CHANCE AND I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME.

      i'm a highly creative person with a lot under my belt. a wife of 11 yrs. with 4 kids, 3 step kids and 5 grandkids. i create when ever i am stressed or in the mood. i create anything from drawing, yarn items, beading, sewing my own patterns, to writing poetry in all kinds of ways. my family and i have our problems as well as our strengths. we all are bipolar and adhd, but we are all highly creative and honest, caring & loyal people. AS OF 12-31-07 I AM A WIDOW. NOW I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO BE THE MOM

    • Interests

      all sorts of arts and crafts, comedies, action/adventures and mysteries in books and movies, hockey, football, dragracing and monster trucks, outside, life, my family, making friends.

      all sorts of arts and crafts, comedies, action/adventures and mysteries in books and movies, hockey,

  • Journal

    • Friday, February 29, 2008

      Mood February 29, 2008 1:42pm

      Well life is being kind to me lately. I am going on vacation this next month from the 25th of March to the 8th of April, Alone.

      JJ is in commitment …

    • Journal Entry for February 18, 2008

      Mood February 18, 2008 6:28pm

      Sorry that I haven't been keeping in touch with ya'll. I have been very, very busy trying to help my kids out the best way that I know how …

    • Journal Entry for February 2, 2008

      Mood February 2, 2008 1:12pm

      I tried to quit smoking with the pacth, but it didn't work. I am going to try again and see if I can do it. I really need to quit smoking and I …
    • Journal Entry for January 28, 2008

      Mood January 28, 2008 12:33am

      Life was going really good today

          Until it was time to go and leave

               I twisted …

    • Journal Entry for January 28, 2008

      Mood January 28, 2008 12:25am

       I've been through a lot in my life    Some I'd rather not …

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      I have not been on in a very long time and I am not sure why- I know my friends here are the ones I really need in my times of hurt. Well I am going to try to be on more for the support and wanted to send flowers to my friend. Thanks for being there. Mercy

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  • Goals

    Progress

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    Goal End Date is Jan 5, 09 322 days ago.
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    30 %

    Goal End Date is Jan 5, 09 322 days ago.
  • Support Groups

    • Close Fibromyalgia

      i was diagnosed w/ FMS about 5 yrs ago.but i've had it for over 10 years. the pain was really bad and still to this day if you touch a pressure point i want to kill. it makes my depression even worse and my moodswings. i had CFS to go along with it to but thanks to meds thats taken care of. with meds my pain is at a level that i can handle except for my back. the muscles really mess me up there.

      Treatments

      Adderall Working / Worked
      my FMS & CFS symptoms have gone down dramatically to the point that i can use over the counter meds now for the pain and i don't need any other help for my CFS.
    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      i am bipolar w/ depression. which means that depression is my main problem w/ some manics. i've battled depression all my life, and felt like dieing at least 6 times in my life. i can count most of them by how many piercings in my ears i have or my tatoo. oh, and other scares too. some are from a manic session, but i know which are which.

      Treatments

      Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
      greate to help me sleep and gives a boost the my zoloft.
      Writing Working / Worked
      i journal in two books 1 for the problems and 1 for the solutions
      Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
      it works, but i still get depressed from time to time that can get to self harm issues.
      Art Working / Worked
      i draw expressively and it helps me through the really tough times
    • Open Chronic Fatigue Syndrome

      i started having CFS just a few years ago. i didnt understand what was going on and it snuck up on me. nothing worked except i found that when i took my tension/migraine mix that is natural i felt a little better. i finaly found the right thing for me

      Treatments

      Adderall Working / Worked
      my CFS symptoms are completly gone once i started the adderall
    • Open Anxiety

      i have had anxiety for most of my life that just got worse the older i got. it got to the point that i couldn't leave the house and if i leave the house i in fact i grind my teeth the whole time that i am gone and i smoke twice as much. i have social anxiety and agoraphobia

      Treatments

      Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
      i use deep breathing exercises to keep me as calm as possible and help me get through the day
      BuSpar Not Working
      made me go insaine
      Paxil Not Working
      didnt work on me it was like taking a sugar pill
      Valium Working / Worked
      they stopped giving them to me because of dr change
      Xanax Working / Worked
      made me sleep for 13 hours
      Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
      i'm better then i used to be. it used to be that i wouldn't even leave.
    • Open Asthma

      i've always had asthma and it got worse when i was in my teens. big mistake. i started smoking. i have asthma and i'm allergic. it didn't stop me though. but, my mom wouldn't let me get the medicaiton needed for asthma when i was growing up, said that sudifed worked just fine. i hated my mom for a long time because i would lay in fear for my next breath for a hour for that damd med to work.

      Treatments

      Advair Working / Worked
      it prevents the really big attacks
      Albuterol Working / Worked
      stops my attacks right in their track
    • Open Obesity

      i have been at least 50 lbs over weight most of my life. except once when i was pregnant. i've been 80-100lbs over weight ever since. i've tried just about everything to help loose the weight and nothing works. diets don't work and things that supress the appitite are stupid because that isn't my problem. i don't know what to do

      Treatments

      Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Not Working
      Breast Feeding Not Working
      NutriSystem Not Working
      Physical Exercise Not Working
      Slim-Fast Not Working
      Swimming Not Working
      Weight Watchers Not Working
    • Open ADHD / ADD

      my kids and i have ADHD and it makes life interesting to say the least

      Treatments

      Adderall Working / Worked
      works for the youngest and i and it helps my daughter to but she refuses to take it
      Concerta Somewhat Helpful
      kinda works for my middle son
      Ritalin Not Working
      Strattera Not Working
      turned my kids into monsters. i didn't even recognize them in their actions any more
    • Open Bereavement
      Type: Loss of a Child

      i lost my son at 1m1d due to pulminary artary stinosys thankfully i still have his older twin brother with me, but it's still not easy and now my husband is dieing of adnoid cystic carcinoma, which is rare, due to the fact that it is normaly caught early. but due to no insurance he is now dieing from it. he started taking fulvic and the man said that he is taking it in time to save his life beacuse he can still walk around. but, he hasn't seen and heard and witnessed what my family and i have.

      Treatments

      Poetry Working / Worked
      it helped a little but now it is back again
      Time Not Working
    • Open Chronic Pain

      i have had chronic pain for over 11 years

      Treatments

      Flexeril Not Working
      Heat Not Working
      Hydrocodone Working / Worked
      but they took it away from me
      Mobic Not Working
      Naproxen Somewhat Helpful
      brings my pain level down to a 5 and the swelling down
      Oxycodone Working / Worked
      but they took that away from me
      Physical Therapy Working / Worked
      can't afford to go any more
    • Open High Blood Pressure

      i have had HBP for the past 7 years cotinuously sence i had started taking viox. but i can't prove that it caused it.

      Treatments

      Fish Oil Working / Worked
      Ramipril Working / Worked
      it brings my BP down about half the amount that it normally would be
      HCT Working / Worked
      it keeps the water retention down and in turn my BP down
    • Open High Cholesterol

      i started getting high cholesterol about 7-8 years ago and i don't know why

      Treatments

      Lipitor Not Working
      Pravachol Working / Worked
      it has braught my cholesterol down by 200 points
    • Open Migraine Headaches

      I have had migraines for the past 25 years and have had tension/migaines for the past 10 years. i have found that i would prefer one or the other but unfortunately i get both at the same time

      Treatments

      Aspirin Not Working
      Caffeine Not Working
      Excedrin Not Working
      Fiorinol Working / Worked
      fiorinol-3 works if i catch it in time
      Imitrex Not Working
      and i'm allergic
      Naproxen Somewhat Helpful
      Topamax Too Soon to Tell
      Tylenol Not Working
    • Open Epilepsy & Seizures

      my son was recently diagnosed w/ epilepsy about 2 years ago and we now have found out that his meds are no longer working like they are supposed to

      Treatments

      Tegretol Working / Worked
      was working but now it isn't at this time
    • Open Bipolar Disorder

      i was diagnosed bipolar about 10 years ago. and it took about 5 years to find the correct med combo to keep me going

      Treatments

      Abilify Working / Worked
      Celexa Not Working
      Seroquel Not Working
      Tegretol Working / Worked
      Topamax Too Soon to Tell
    • Open Personality Disorders
      Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

      i was diagnosed BPD about 10 years ago and ever since then i have done everything in my power to learn all that i can about the disorder to get better

      Treatments

      Talking Working / Worked
      Writing Working / Worked
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      i PTSD from several diferent things that happened in my life that i've had to deal with over the past 7 years and still working on them

      Treatments

      Art Working / Worked
      Music Working / Worked
      Reading Working / Worked
      Talking Working / Worked
      Zoloft Working / Worked
    • Open TMJ

      i have had TMJ for the past 10 years no and it only seems to get worse at every turn and no help from the drs

      Treatments

      Mouthguard Not Working
    • Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)

      i was diagnosed with IBS about 4 years ago and my youngest about a year ago.

    • Open Back Pain

      Treatments

      Heat Working / Worked
      Hydrocodone Working / Worked
      but i cant get any more
      Naproxen Somewhat Helpful
      Physical Therapy Somewhat Helpful
      Stretching Working / Worked
      but have to do constantly
    • Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

      i have a form of OCD and have had it almost all my life but the drs kept gaffing me around

      Treatments

      Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Oppositional Defiant Disorder (ODD)

      i have 3 kids with this disorder and the youngest is the worst of the bunch.and i just found out from the counseler that i have it too

      Treatments

      Behavior Management Somewhat Helpful
      we call the cops every time they get out of control they dont like it but it doesnt stop them either
      Child Time-out Not Working
    • Open Arthritis

      i have ostio arthritis. i was diagnosed with it for the first time at age 25 in my knees.

      Treatments

      Naproxen Working / Worked
    • Open GERD & Heartburn

      i have acid reflux and have had it for over 11 years now but was only diagnosed with it just 5 years ago

      Treatments

      Antacids Somewhat Helpful
      Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
      Ginger Somewhat Helpful
      but i havent tried ginger beer yet to see if that helps better
      Nexium Working / Worked
      Pepcid Not Working
      Pepto-Bismol Not Working
      Prilosec Not Working
      Tagamet Not Working
      Raising Bed Position Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)

      actually i'm parenting a 20, 17, 15 & a 12 year olds and it so is not easy

      Treatments

      Patience Somewhat Helpful
      i have all the patience in the world they dont
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Rape

      i was raped a couple of times in my life, from poeple that i thaught were friends.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      and the PTSD workbook got me through all of it and over it
      Talking Working / Worked
      sharing helped me out and others
    • Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

      i have went through mental and emotional abuse all my life starting with my mom and working the way up in my past relationships. i was physically abused once and have perminately blacked out most of it, and one tried to kill me in front of my oldest when he was 2.

      Treatments

      Art Working / Worked
      i draw my pain out in drawings to get through and to share
      Forgiveness Working / Worked
      i am still working on this one
      Leave Working / Worked
      helped
      Music Working / Worked
      helps
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      working it all out and realizing that i'm better then that and worthy of better, and the ptsd workbook helped a lot
      Talking Working / Worked
      talking it all out and helping others realize that they diserve better helps too
    • Open Phobia
      Type: Agoraphobia (fear of open spaces)

      i have become agoraphobic over the years with social anxity to compicate things even more

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      helps me realize that it is a phobia and i am learning more about it to get over it
      Zoloft Working / Worked
      helps a little bit but not much on the agoraphobia
      Valium Working / Worked
      helped a lot but they stopped giving them to me with the dr change
    • Open Stress Management

      i have a very high stress home and life. it causes health issues to worsen and constent grining of the teeth

      Treatments

      Music Working / Worked
      i love music and it is calming to me as long as its the right kind of music
      Zoloft Working / Worked
      it helps with the depression which causes more stress.it also helps w/ the OCD which again causes more stress
      Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
      i use breathing exercises with visualization and it helps calm me down
    • Open Dyslexia

      i have reading, writing and typing dyslexia. it made schooling very interesting to say the least

      Treatments

      Patience Working / Worked
      checking what i have read etc. to make sure that it was correct. this is a length process
    • Open Self-Injury

      my youngest son and i have a self injury problem where we injure ourselves when we are in one of our moods

      Treatments

      Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
      still working on it
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      still working on it
      Talking Too Soon to Tell
    • Open Family & Friends of Bipolar

      two of my kids and bipolar just like me and we live with all the messes that come along with it

    • Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients

      my husband is dieing from adnoid cystic carcinoma. the dr. didnt tell us and let it go for 2 years tell there was nothing that could truely be done but thanks to fulvic acid we have some hope

    • Open Sexual Abuse

      I had been sexually abused along with mental and emotional abuse most of my life

      Treatments

      Art Working / Worked
      Music Working / Worked
      Talking Working / Worked
      \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
      Writing Working / Worked
    • Open Depression Supporters

      my hubby has situational depression. and unfortunately he has every reason to be derpressed all the time now. but at least he is holding his head high

      Treatments

      Crying Working / Worked
      Music Working / Worked
      Talking Working / Worked
      Poetry Working / Worked
    • Open Parenting 'Tweens (9-12)

      i have one son out of 4 kids that is 12 with ADHD, bipolar and ODD

      Treatments

      Patience Working / Worked
      Research Working / Worked
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