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hi guys im so sorry i've not been on but things round here have been mental, there's been so much going on that i've not had any time to get on here. i gave up smoking for 4mths but started again when my baby nephew almost died. my own daughter has been in and out of hospital also. my health has been getting worse over the year. i did have some good news in november i found out i was pregant but that did not last i lost the baby boxing day. i put on a lot of weight over christmas and now im having trouble even getting up my own stairs because off my asthma. im going to try and give up smoking again tomorrow, i realy need to do this my life is getting very bad and im only 35. i hope this time will be the last and that i do it. any thats enough about me how are you all i hope you are all doing well????? hope to speak to you all soon i promise to be on a lot more and i am sorry that i've not been about.