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chantal1120 
Today I have cried a lot and I feel like I just want to sit down and keep crying! Yesterday my Mother and I got into a fight and she took it too far! She upset me a lot when I told her that maybe If I was gone she would be happier (meaning if I moved out) and she then told me "There you go again with your Psychotic thoughts and low self esteem! SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO GET SOME HELP!) After that I called my friends and family to inquire about any apmts for rent! Today I have an apt at 5:30 to see an apt! I pray to god I get it! When I came back after a walk I then told her. This is it, even if we do make up and everything is ok, I am leaving because I can not take this anymore! I tossed and turned all night, I threw up this morning, and now I am in an on and off cry at work! I am such an emotional wreck. I guess I just need somebody to talk to!
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Oh sweetie, I am sorry you are in so much turmoil. Did you get the apartment?? I know it is hard for you to fight with your mom. Sometimes we get so angry, we vent and say things that we don't mean. Big hugs your way
Betch