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chantal1120 
I am not very happy today for some reason!
I guess maybe its one of those days that everything seems to hit you all at once. I am reading all these stories of women getting pregnant and it makes me want to cry, even though I am very happy for all of the mommys to be! This morning when I woke up my heart was heavy and I was very overwhelmed with emotion, yet I could not cry. Which was even worse because I couldn't relieve the pain! At this point I did not have any desire to come to work today but I new I had to, due to the fact that this is payroll week and everybody was depending on me to get thier time sheets out, Yay for me! When I got to work and saw all the paperwork on my desk I just wanted to turn around and walk out the door because just looking at the size of that stack of paper stressed me out. Unfortinately the day got worse as my cranky co-worker became stressed herself she started to turn into MEGABITCH thats when I knew she was getting ready to throw a fit, lashing out at anybody and everybody that came near her, there for I distanced myself that way I had a fifty percent chance of not having her go crazy on me. By lunch time I was ready to scream due to having tons of paperwork dropped on my desk, listening to co-worker yell at every body, payroll, and Numerous phone calls from Telemarketers offering the company a loan! Needless to say, that 30 minute lunch was not long enough! Oh I forgot to mention my bald headed, soccer obssesed co-worker was running a fever and decided to turn the air down to 65F and my fingers feel like they have frost bite! I just don't know what I am going to do with myself hopefully I am still sane by the end of the week! If not I am pretty sure I can come here to get some help!
I guess maybe its one of those days that everything seems to hit you all at once. I am reading all these stories of women getting pregnant and it makes me want to cry, even though I am very happy for all of the mommys to be! This morning when I woke up my heart was heavy and I was very overwhelmed with emotion, yet I could not cry. Which was even worse because I couldn't relieve the pain! At this point I did not have any desire to come to work today but I new I had to, due to the fact that this is payroll week and everybody was depending on me to get thier time sheets out, Yay for me! When I got to work and saw all the paperwork on my desk I just wanted to turn around and walk out the door because just looking at the size of that stack of paper stressed me out. Unfortinately the day got worse as my cranky co-worker became stressed herself she started to turn into MEGABITCH thats when I knew she was getting ready to throw a fit, lashing out at anybody and everybody that came near her, there for I distanced myself that way I had a fifty percent chance of not having her go crazy on me. By lunch time I was ready to scream due to having tons of paperwork dropped on my desk, listening to co-worker yell at every body, payroll, and Numerous phone calls from Telemarketers offering the company a loan! Needless to say, that 30 minute lunch was not long enough! Oh I forgot to mention my bald headed, soccer obssesed co-worker was running a fever and decided to turn the air down to 65F and my fingers feel like they have frost bite! I just don't know what I am going to do with myself hopefully I am still sane by the end of the week! If not I am pretty sure I can come here to get some help! 
