Journal Entry for September 27, 2007
September 27, 2007 6:28am
im feeling really crappy at the moment ,i feel i have had enough i just hate feeling this way im crying all the time now sometimes for …
nickee
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About Me
nickee
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About Me
im 25 and have a partner and we have a son{7}+a daughter {6 next month} i also have 3 cats scriff, fuff, + ginge. i live in wales u.k where ive lived all my life . i like it here except for the rain.i dont work + no its not coz im lazy, its just i find that iam a very shy person and find it hard to talk to people and even being in a room with strangers terifies me.i have very low confidence. i find things real hard at times being shy having no confidence and then getting all sad and teary. but oh well i just have to get on with it . im a nice person when you get to know me . i wont stop talking then .i just want some friends , people who will like me for who i am .
im 25 and have a partner and we have a son{7}+a daughter {6 next month} i also have 3 cats scriff, fuff, + ginge. i live in wales u.k where ive lived all my life . i like it here except for the rain.i dont work + no its not coz im lazy, its just i find that iam a very shy person and find it hard to talk to people and even being in a room with strangers terifies me.i have very low confidence. i find things real hard at times being shy having no confidence and then getting all sad and teary. but oh
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i like to read when im not feeling down , i read mainly horror books , but i like crime +thrillers too. i also like to watch movies + yes you guessed it i like the horrors so anyone got a recomendation for a horror movie tell me coz i cant get enough of them .i like talking but only to people i know which is not many i havnt a single friend outside this computer the only friends i have are my family. i like to try + cook im best at making cakes .And i love CHRISTMAS!
i like to read when im not feeling down , i read mainly horror books , but i like crime +thrillers too.
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Journal Entry for September 24, 2007
September 24, 2007 5:47am
LISTEN...........................................................i hear nothing coz the kids are in school i like the peace and quiet when im …
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Journal Entry for September 24, 2007
September 24, 2007 3:11am
yesterday was hell my weekend was going ok till yesterday my partner was off work friday + saturday but yesterday he went back and my son took …
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Journal Entry for September 22, 2007
September 22, 2007 3:48pm
not feeling to bad today actually went into town today ....on my own did a little xmas shopping [already] gonna watch casualty now and eat lots of …
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Journal Entry for September 21, 2007
September 21, 2007 8:07am
im feeling not to bad today , looking over a few peoples profiles i decided it was time to write mine .i did it i feel ok about it , so now you …
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hi how r u big hugs have a great one
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big hugs 4 u have a good day
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a woman has strengths that amaze me, she can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens,she holds happiness, love and opinions.she smiles when she feels like screaming.she sings when she feels like crying.cries when shes happy, and laughs when shes afraid, her love is unconditional, theres only one thing wrong with her and that is that sometimes she forgets what she is worth. pass this onto every beautiful woman you know, i just did. xoxo
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big hugs hope that your having a wonderful day stephee
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Hey sweety where you been ? been thinking about you i hope everything is ok Hugs Amorette XXXXXXXXXXXX
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Close Depression
i havnt been diagnozed with depression as im too scared to go to to the doctors also im scared that they`ll say i cant cope with my kids i can Anyway ive been feeling sad crying for no reason , just totally finding life crap. it even got to a point where i just wanted to die .i sat there counting out some tablets but for some reason my partner came home an hour early and caught me i dont know if it was a miracle or what . i dont think i wanted to die i just think it was a cry for help.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- i know my partner is always there for me but hes not a talker when ive talked to him before he says hes listening which i believe but he doesnt talk back which i want.he says hes a listener not a talker
Close Shyness
ive always been shy as far back as i can remember. i remember it when i was little + i used to blush if anyone come near me .it just as bad now actually its proberly worse . once i know people im ok im a chatter box but i find it hard to even say hi to people . because of this i have not had a friend since i left school . i find it hard especially when i need to talk to someone which means then that i bottle up my feelings inside which proberly makes me feel worse
Treatments
- DailyStrength Too Soon to Tell
- so far by writing my thoughts + feelings down i think this has helped but i dont really think it can truely help my shyness as this way im only typing things down it, i still havnt got the guts to go +talk to someone in the real world.but who knows only time can tell maybe it will give me the confidence boost i need . ihope so!
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