foxfacebrian's Journal

  Opps, I should've made a journal entry instead of a comment, ha, I'm trying to get used to this, hahaha, this is new to me...  

Well, another day down... I was unable to sleep last night, but this site managed to help me out with all of that... Today she leaves Guam and heads back out to sea with "him"... That means that she won't be able to call me for a long time, we'll only be able to communicate over the computer and well, doing so during such a time isn't the best thing for us, we need to see eachother, but I just have to bite my lip and let the Navy take my wife away from me again and see if she's still there when she gets back... She promised to stay away from him, and I think it might be possible cause his wife also knows about the event and well, they're relationship together is rather strained and I'm hopeing that just might be the extra push to ensure that they stay apart... I'll never know for sure what's happenening out there, I just have to trust her word and believe her, which is hard, but if I want this to work, then that's just what I have to do... I need to be strong, I'm still emotional, but I need to pull myself together... The Navy is such a hard life... All in the name of service to our country and continueing freedom, I'm paying a high price, but to fight our horrible enemies, my sacrifice is just but a small one and I wouldn't change it for the world...