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Lobo1970 
It has been almost 8 months since my wife had an emotional affair online with one of her former high school friends. I find myself wanting to keep checks on her by searching her computer. That's how I found out about it. Most days aren't that bad but then snap - anxiety and panic.
She is constantly online playing an online game that also has a chat and IM section. It's little things that make my mind go crazy (shutting the laptop when I walk in the room or changing the window she has open; laughing at e-mails and not sharing them with me; having no sex drive). I know I am a controlling person and am trying real hard to give her some space and privacy. I had to walk outside last night to get some air and go fold laundry to keep from starting an argument. Am I crazy or just overreacting?
I trust her and I am trying to completely trust her but am having a hard time letting go.
LOBO1970
