Angelxoxo's Journal

I know I can do anything I want to achieve. all it takes is money, really. That has been the only thing stopping me. God has definitely helped me out.

I am on my way of achieving my goals.. they are small goals,, but will make a big difference.I've already started my braces (have the brackets on!) going this weekend to pull some teeth and get the wire on. Finally removed that baby tooth!! Wow so much is changing everyday and while others may not see it, I do. 

I have mainly been focusing on my health. I have an eye exam tomorrow to get some new glasses so I can see! not only enjoy movies, but drive much better!

Next I am going to sign up for my GED or go back to finsh up the diploma, whichever is faster. I need to meet with a counseler on that.

I am really trying to hold on to my job I have now, but it feels like its hanging by a thread. I dont knw if its ME or my job? I always feel like Im not good enough, or not valued. 

I have always put my relationship first, and for once in m y life I dont have to. but he is coming back in my life, just when Im doing well. I dont understand. is this God or the Devil? I cant tell the difference. Is it a bad choice to get back with him, or a great choice? after all I do love him, but he's left me hanging too many times? what do I do, I do not know.... I just really need to give this one to God and see. I cant make any sudden decisions.