my road.....
November 16, 2009 8:24pm
I was just reading my last journal entry and I realized I never really got to my point... And it doesnt really matter if I do right? I mean, Im …
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Angelxoxo
3:21pm, April 24, 2009
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About Me
Angelxoxo
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About Me
I have many interests. I am passionate about everything I pursue. I love my family. I LOVE CHANGE. I come from a family of 6 other siblings. However I am the only step-child. My father is somewhere out there, and i'm pretty close with my mom. I've gone thru a lot at my young age. I've been in 3 serious relationships. My first serious relationship, He was killed in 2006. My life has been a turning point since then. I no longer feel like the same person. I feel like I aged years. Naturally, I have a youthful, carefree personality. This loss has caused me to become a serious, stressed, worried person. I cant stand myself most of the time. I am very loving, and I am JUDGE-FRee. "real growth usually happens when you step out of your comfort zone."
I have many interests. I am passionate about everything I pursue. I love my family. I LOVE CHANGE. I come from a family of 6 other siblings. However I am the only step-child. My father is somewhere out there, and i'm pretty close with my mom. I've gone thru a lot at my young age. I've been in 3 serious relationships. My first serious relationship, He was killed in 2006. My life has been a turning point since then. I no longer feel like the same person. I feel like I aged years. Naturally, I have
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Interests
Food lol, Dancing, GOD, animals, foreign language, learning, volleyball, beaches, traveling, change, relationships, music, culture, art, Jokes, Church, School, Clubs, meeting new people, family gatherings, cafes, poetry, reading, writing, journals, real story movies, shopping, trying new things.
Food lol, Dancing, GOD, animals, foreign language, learning, volleyball, beaches, traveling, change,
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Recent Activity
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2 journal posts
Monday
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Angelxoxo wrote a journal entry: my road..... 8:24pm
I was just reading my last journal entry and I realized I never really got to my point... And it doesnt…
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Angelxoxo wrote a journal entry: My own personal road to recovery 8:11pm
These days, therapy just seems so far out of reach for me. Even tho I have reached out and called a mental…
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Angelxoxo changed their mood to Good 8:11pm
November 2
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Angelxoxo commented on LadyBugBlue09’s photo 7:53pm
lol…
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Angelxoxo and LadyBugBlue09 are now friends 7:50pm
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Journal
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My own personal road to recovery
November 16, 2009 8:11pm
These days, therapy just seems so far out of reach for me. Even tho I have reached out and called a mental health clinic. It seems as tho i cant get …
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Journal Entry for November 2, 2009
November 2, 2009 7:49pm
still on my journey to straighter teeth and more confidence. Also got some new glasses so excited about that. things have been looking up. I am …
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Journal Entry for October 28, 2009
October 28, 2009 6:36pm
I know I can do anything I want to achieve. all it takes is money, really. That has been the only thing stopping me. God has definitely helped me …
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Journal Entry for October 5, 2009
October 5, 2009 7:59pm
despite the fact that he left. & I am newly single, have a place that I can't really afford rent, I am happy.
I am doing alright. …
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Hugbook
Rainbow
Hey Angel,
Real story movies are some of my favorites. I watched Marley and Me last night. I just hate how that movie makes me cry at the end. What a sook eh? Anyway, just saying hello. Take care and God Bless you always.
Hugs,
Chris
Shout Out
How is this going? I had braces at an older age. I didn't get them for so long because I thought it would be awful and awkward. I finally got them when the people in my life, the ones who mattered, wouldn't care about me with braces. When I finally got them, people didn't notice or care. And it was so worth it.
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Thumbs Up
Nice bear.
Hug
I left you a comment in your journal. I hope your well and having a good weekend! Big hugs!
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Hug
Thanks for being a friend! Im sorry hes been stalking you now. I know you didnt want to get the authorities involved- but it is better than risking your safty. Please stay safe, and i hope you have a good day!! ((Hugs))
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Healthy Relationships
I was with my boyfriend for 3 years. We broke up
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I talk to him about our problems often. i usually approach conversation in a negative way using threatening tactics, saying I want to quit the relationship. he holds it together saying we can work it thru.
- Writing Not Working
- I write to myself about our relationship but that doesnt help much it takes two people with actions to keep a healthy relation.
Close Financial Challenges
I am tired of living paycheck to paycheck. there has to be more out there for me. I have bad spending habits and I am sooo in debt now!
Treatments
- Budgeting Considering
- Credit Counseling Considering
Open Bereavement
this has to be the greatest struggle in my present life. I lost my Love, my everything my life. I am no longer the same person. And I have no direction.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- horrible
- Helping Others Somewhat Helpful
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- helps by working and putting in to the back of my mind
- Music Not Working
- makes me depressed i hear a lot of the songs we listened to together
- Pets Considering
- I wish i could have a pet friend. I dont live alone tho
- Poetry Not Working
- makes me feel worse
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- GOD is great and above all things he is my only way above this grief
- Reading Not Working
- Remembering Not Working
- makes me feel worse
- Getting Angry Not Working
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- no one knows how i feel
- Talking Not Working
- I am scared to talk about it cuz that would make it too real. plus i dont think anyone wants to hear sad things
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- Time will never help Ill never forget. It was like it was yesterday.
Open Interfaith Relationships
I love GOD. I am a christian.
Open Stress Management
stressed out from work, and relationship and family issues
Treatments
- Anger Management Working / Worked
- Music Not Working
- Patience Not Working
- Physical Exercise Considering
Open Career Changes
Cant figure what I want to settle down and do! I have too many interests and dont feel Im good at any of them.
