Journal Entry for September 22, 2007
I felt so compelled today to go and have all of my long hair chopped off and donated it to locks of love. I have thought about this for a few weeks …
I was diagnosed with papillary thyroid cancer in feb and what can I say...This and two small children to care for, this is a lot to deal with and I want people to talk to who share this similarity. I wish it was under better circumstances, but this is where at least when someone says they understand, they really do :)
I was diagnosed with papillary thyroid cancer in feb and what can I say...This and two small children to care for, this is a lot to deal with and I want people to talk to who share this similarity. I wish it was under better circumstances, but this is where at least when someone says they understand, they really do :)
I enjoy spending time with my kids! Shopping and having a good time.
I enjoy spending time with my kids! Shopping and having a good time.
I felt so compelled today to go and have all of my long hair chopped off and donated it to locks of love. I have thought about this for a few weeks …
As is awoke from my slumbuer this morning I for the first time in months felt full alive. Like I had taken my first breath of life. I almost feel …
I only wish that my husband could understand where I am coming from he thinks that all I want to deal with is me, me, me but you know I have two …
I have been so incredibly tired all day, but have managed to force myself to do some activities with my littleone before my oldests cheerleading …
Hey girl!!! How's it going? Haven't been here for a while, but hope that everything is going well for you and that your'e able to give life a huge kick in the butt!!!! Be good and take care of yourself.
Honey, the regular ups and downs of family life is hard enough without cancer. It is so overwhelming and you are in a very stressful place right now. You seek whatever support works for you to get well. There is so much out there and maybe therapy is the answer. Also, yoga or meditation, time alone to just work through your feelings. I can't wait to be able to take walks again in beautiful quiet places to feel connected to living things again. Winter seems so dead and it is hard to be sick this time of year. Keep on hanging in there because you will get better. You are not alone.
I'm so sorry you are having problems coping. It sounds like you need friends to support you. It is hard for anyone to understand the feelings you are having unless one has been there. There were days when I did not even like myself and just wanted to escape from everyone and everything. You will get through this though when the Dr. gets your medication levelled out. It just takes time and we want it to happen "now". I'm available if you want to talk. I had several close friends, as well as my husband, who all got an earful.
totally normal, I am going threw the same thing, when I found called my kids 24, and 28, nothing, if it wasn't for my husband of 29 years, i would n,t know what to do, your cool write me, Robbin
I love you, Robbin here 47 , NJ going thru surgery thiis Friday, don't ever feel like that, we have to stick together. We didn't ask to get this. Let me alone with your husband for 4 minutes. I will kick his ass. You are still the woman he married., so excuse me blank him write me anytime, love Robbin, rllabelle@verizon.net always, Robbin
I have had the sugery the iodine and all that I can take mentally! I just want to talk to people who actually understand what I am going through :)
I am a mommy of a 7 year old girl and a 2 year old girl. They keep me really busy! but they are the loves of my life.
I am a 26 year old woman going through divorce number two. I feel relieved and ashamed at the same time. I have 2 wonderful children out of both of these failed marriages. I became a vitem of domestic violence from this last marriage so in a sence it was for the best. I am sad and scared that I am not going to be able to provide for my children the way I would like to and hope to find some new friends who are going through the same kind of stuff.