I grew up with parents who didn't manage money or their lives very well. I also have never had much self-esteem to talk of. My whole life I have been trying desparately to feel accepted and loved, Worshiping The God Of Other People's Opinions. Now at almost 40 years old, I am no closer to growing up. In fact, my various bad habits have only made my life worse. I've been married for 20 years. Both my husband and I have had ups and downs, individually and as a couple. Somehow we've made it through. But I really need to stop the bad road I am on. I am spiraling out of control.
I grew up with parents who didn't manage money or their lives very well. I also have never had much self-esteem to talk of. My whole life I have been trying desparately to feel accepted and loved, Worshiping The God Of Other People's Opinions. Now at almost 40 years old, I am no closer to growing up. In fact, my various bad habits have only made my life worse. I've been married for 20 years. Both my husband and I have had ups and downs, individually and as a couple. Somehow we've made it through.
Well I hate to mention shopping, because that's something I need to quit, along with overeating. But I also do love my computer, have alot of fave TV shows and am an avid Johnny Depp fan. 80s music brings me back to my teenagehood, and I love to relax to sounds of nature. Sounds corney, but it helps.
Well I hate to mention shopping, because that's something I need to quit, along with overeating. But
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I have been away again for some time. My behavior and therefore consequences as of lately, have not been good. I don't know what I am ever …
December 28, 2007 7:42pm
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December 12, 2007 2:11pm
I feel as if I have to make a comment here and now. I wrote a journal entry yesterday, in which I talked about the excitement of trying to have a …
December 12, 2007 4:06am
Well, another day has passed. I am doing my usual and sitting in bed here at my computer. God bless the inventor of laptops. Anyway, I am …
December 8, 2007 12:46pm
Another Quote I Love: "Finish every day and be done with it.... you have done what you could: some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept …
