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foxysdad 
9:57pm
I am debating whether I should stay here on DS or leave. I have enjoyed my time and have met many cherished friends here. But, my new job has lessened my desire to use the computer at home. After 8 hours on one at work, I really don't want to see another one. Because of this, I feel I'm letting down my present and any future friends I might have. I'm not helping anyone anymore. And my group, Memories, is just a memory now. I feel I've let the members down by not being here like I should and contributing. Make no mistake. I could not have survived my ordeal without the support and friendship I found here, but I feel you need more from me. More than I feel that I'm giving. I love you all so very much. I've loved reading your journals, looking at your pictures, and sharing mine with you. Many of you know me better than my sisters. I feel you deserve better support from me. I've gotten far more than I have given and can never repay you for it. You kept me alive and willing to live. It will take a few weeks to decide whether to stay or go. I might decide to just pop in every now and then, but that would be wrong. It will be a very hard decision.
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Well, you didn't ask for my opinion, but i'm going to give it to you anyway, lol. You mentioned that some of us know you better than your sisters... well, doesn't that mean that we are family? If you go, that's your decision, but i'm sure that everyone would rather hear an ocassional word from you than to have you drop off the face of the earth. It's like suddenly losing a close family member to a horribgle accident, and we'd all have to go through our own kind of grieving stage because of it. I work on a computer terminal all day every day too, and yet i still find a little time every 2nd day or so just to check in. It's totally different for me, i guess. Anyway, whatever you decide, take care. Hugs and kisses, Deb :o(
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