Journal Entry for October 9, 2008
i did well yesterday....1 and1/2hours worth of dishes, and cooked dinner. I need my hubby to help though. I really hope he does some dishes and …
I am a performing artist and a want to be writer. I teach choir part time to 6th and 7th graders. I love my students, but have trouble dealing with the "professional" demands. I have a degree in vocal performance, and I need to start singing again....its killing my spirit not to be. This stupid pain, and working to much have been in the way...but my dream is to be a professional singer someday soon (i feel like I am getting too old). I have been married for 3 years to a wonderful man who is my best friend. I love him! I try to live each day as best as I can, and not waste my time here on earth. I love to dance and paint, and I also love to knit. I write poetry profusely, and love to write memories down too!
I am a performing artist and a want to be writer. I teach choir part time to 6th and 7th graders. I love my students, but have trouble dealing with the "professional" demands. I have a degree in vocal performance, and I need to start singing again....its killing my spirit not to be. This stupid pain, and working to much have been in the way...but my dream is to be a professional singer someday soon (i feel like I am getting too old). I have been married for 3 years to a wonderful man who is my best
i did well yesterday....1 and1/2hours worth of dishes, and cooked dinner. I need my hubby to help though. I really hope he does some dishes and …
so I feel like I have no clothes that fit...meds have made me gain about 15 pounds, and nothing looks good. Had to get some tops that fit over …
dishes, steamed a shirt 2 good things, and even one on a really bad day!
Sending you a big heart as you need it right now.One thing I will say is when your hubby is not around suround yourself with things that please you.Go and meet freinds,go shopping ,relax with a good book.What I ahve learned over the years is that he can,t make you happy only you can.Your life do,s not depend on others it depends on you own happiness.I am always here if you need to chat.
Well how about a pretty rainbow... you are right about the peace hug looking a bit intimidating or something.... I think its the shades LOL MIA
Thinking of you on Easter... hope things are going well for you today. Hugs Mia
Vigorous excercise helps kick in those good endorphins. So your shovel therapy isn't a bad idea at all. Thanks for the hug you sent me. Later.
Here is another dose of hug.
I was in a car accident 3 years ago, and now I have ended up with chronic tension headaches from suboccipital nerualgia. I have also had other conditions that I think contribute to my sensitivity. It has been over a year since the headaches started, and the past two and a half months have been intense. My pain meds go in and out of working to help, and I am really frustrated with that right now. I am trying to maintain and not let this keep me from my work and the things I love.
just over 3 years ago, i was in a car accident. i was t-boned on my driver's side by a car turing. the fault is of question really, but no one will ever know. it was traumatic, and still is. i fear driving sometimes, and i relive it way too much. i have chronic tension headaches from this unfortunate event, and i wish i could go back in time
I have been in intractable pain for about 4 years now. They go back and forth telling me the do not know what is wrong with me, but my most recent diagnosis is myofacial syndrome, and that has helped me understand what is going on with my body better.