Journal Entry for July 3, 2008
I am getting stronger....still achey but I am living day by day.
Moving my body more and trying not to let this pain control me...but it's not …
I was on treatment for 48 wks.. from 10 mil viral count down to zero..in the second month. And just to think that.. I was told back in 1982..due to a blood transfusion. I was 21 yrs old..also fighting Ovarion cancer at the time. Anyway before treating the beast...my boyfriend of 4 yrs left me..so it has not been easy. I worked and lived in florida..however I had to relocate up north for treatment. Thankgod for family and good friends. I am so excited about this website.
I was on treatment for 48 wks.. from 10 mil viral count down to zero..in the second month. And just to think that.. I was told back in 1982..due to a blood transfusion. I was 21 yrs old..also fighting Ovarion cancer at the time. Anyway before treating the beast...my boyfriend of 4 yrs left me..so it has not been easy. I worked and lived in florida..however I had to relocate up north for treatment. Thankgod for family and good friends. I am so excited about this website.
I am getting stronger....still achey but I am living day by day.
Moving my body more and trying not to let this pain control me...but it's not …
Today..was a better day. Tomorrow will be 2 months that TX ended. I am very...very happy
about it.
HOWEVER..
Still feel …
Today is 10/25
I feel today kind of sad,tired,lonely,anxious,and feel like I should be doing something with my life. I know it's the …
Well9/13
Today is ok day...I still feel like I am wasting my time..or rather that I should be doing something
But I am sooo damm tired. I am …
Well today 9/11
is the start of my journal
I am tired of these feelings...however I know that..it will get better. I am tired of thinking about …
yup maybe they will get you dxed shorter than 20 years.
look at fibromyalgia.org there is a chart there for the trigger points that all persons with fibro seem to have. I was dxed by a rhumatologist who had the question on the paperwork: do you feel like every morning you been hit by a truck? Only took 20 years but you have to be persistant.
Here is a verse that helped me learn to love myself. Learning to Love Yourself Love yourself, exactly as you are and you are forever changed. Love everything you can from wherever you find yourself. Think of someone or something you love a lot and love yourself that much. When you forget how to love yourself, love yourself for forgetting. Jump from logic into the safety net of love. Open your love big enough to fit all your feelings, say, I love myself for that too. Love others exactly as they are and they are free to change. From the Hendricks Institute http://hendricks.com
Congratulations on your goal!
Hang in there. and do not give up or give in in the fight for your health.
I knew my EX for 5 yrs before we became involved. It started long distance..even though it wasen't suppose to stay that way. 4 yrs later he didn't call me on my b-day and I lost it..left him msg to have a good life. I regreted it but he would not take me back. Even though he knew I would start treatment for Hep C. but that didn't matter. Haven't heard from him in 5 months..even though he wanted to stay friends. It has been very difficult for me..but what goes around comes around.
Six months ago...I stopped my treatment for Hep C and I am still suffering from body and joint pains...I have joined this support group for info and of course support. I am new at this constant pain..and it's really getting to me emotionally.
HI About 2 yrs ago I started treatment for my HepC..and of course major body pain and always tired.Well it has been 1 year that treatment ended...and I am still in alot of pain. Good thing is my HepC is gone. However the aftermath of it all is very painful. I am in the beginning of this journey..so I am new to all of this.