Journal Entry for December 26, 2007
To stay alive for my daughter
Legal assistant, philospher, poet, artist, musician
Legal assistant, philospher, poet, artist, musician
Supporting my boyfriend in his artistic endeavors as a painter, spending time with my daughter
Supporting my boyfriend in his artistic endeavors as a painter, spending time with my daughter
To stay alive for my daughter
I can't even comfort myself
This time of year is especially difficult. Holidays remind me of the past, people who are dead and gone. Money I don't have to buy …
Thanks for the comment!! .....sometimes I wonder about the bio-parents I deal with..... I don't have kids and these things seem fairly OBVIOUS.... (sigh)
Flowers for the day.
Hugs for today.
you're all i got here. you need a hug.
Hope you had a nice christmas. Hugs for today.
I remember my babyhood and was told that can happen when one has been severely traumatized because normally that is forgotten. Because of all the various tortures I endured sometimes as a 18 month-2 year old I would suddenly just start screaming. I have been diagnosed with post-traumatic stress and clinical depression. Amazingly, I have raised a daughter and hold a job and overall function fairly well. Or maybe I'm just going through the motions.
I'm beginning to question if I have adult ADHD