FEELING MUCH BETTER
November 12, 2008 3:15pm
WELL IT HAS BEEN A TERRIBLE 2 WEEKS FOR ME. SO MUCH EMOTION ANIXITY AND PANIC WITH DEPRESSION THROWN IN. CRYING AND TANTRUMS AND YELLING AND …
lillynikki
7:00pm, April 2, 2009
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About Me
lillynikki
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About Me
I AM HAPPILY MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL MAN, WHO IS THERE FOR ME AND UNDERSTANDS AND STANDS BESIDE ME WITH ALL THATS WRONG WITH ME. I have rapid cycling bi polor w/ sycotic features, OCD, ADHD, panic/anixity disorder, chronic pain, COPD from smoking, smoking addication AND CONJESTIVE HEART FALIURE looking for people to talk to and to help me. nothing seems to make me happy anymore.need help
I AM HAPPILY MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL MAN, WHO IS THERE FOR ME AND UNDERSTANDS AND STANDS BESIDE ME WITH ALL THATS WRONG WITH ME. I have rapid cycling bi polor w/ sycotic features, OCD, ADHD, panic/anixity disorder, chronic pain, COPD from smoking, smoking addication AND CONJESTIVE HEART FALIURE looking for people to talk to and to help me. nothing seems to make me happy anymore.need help
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Interests
I have lost all interest in everything, nothing makes me happy anymore. and I want to have happiness back
I have lost all interest in everything, nothing makes me happy anymore. and I want to have happiness
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GETTING OFF MY MEDS
November 7, 2008 7:36pm
I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN A WHILE. HAD LOTS OF STUFF GOING ON.
I HAVE BEEN OVERLY MEDICATED AND MADE INTO A ZOMBEE, MY MARRIAGE IS COMING APART …
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Journal Entry for October 1, 2008
October 1, 2008 6:14am
THE DOCTOR UPPED MY CYMBALTA FROM 60MG TO 90MG AND THEY SEEM TO BE HELPING ME ALOT. BUT JUST FOR THOSE PILLS WITH INSURANCE COST ME $120 …
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Journal Entry for September 15, 2008
September 15, 2008 6:41am
I HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN A LONG TIME. I CAN'T FIND THE WORDS TO SAY HOW I AM FEELING AT THIS TIME. I AM VERY DEPRESSED AND IT IS ABOUT …
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Hugbook
Get Well Soon!
If i remember correctly, you've been sick a lot lately. I sure hope you get and stay better soon.
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Rainbow
I'm so glad the other day was a good one for you. I hope today is another one. I'm worn out and brain tired, but having a happy day today. YES !
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Funny Face
I like this little guy. I feel like that a lot lately!
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Hug
It's been too long since I said hello. I've been up and down, as usual. I hope you are more up than down lately.
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have bi-polor,with phycotic features
Treatments
- Paxil Working / Worked
- helps me cope
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- helped to talk
Close Panic Attacks
I have panic/anixity disorder
Open Chronic Pain
I HAVE SPINAL STENOSIS, AND 9 HERNATED DISCSI TAKE OXYCOTTEN AND MUSCUL RELAXERS AND I AM ON METHADONE, JUST TO COPE AND IT MAKES ME DEPRESSED AND SLEEPY, AND I AM NOT ALLOWED TO DRIVE.BUT I HAVE AGORPHOBIA AND CAN'T GO ANYWHERE ANYWAY, BUT I GO TO DOC AND THERPY, AND TAKE MY DOGS, SO I AM NOT ALONE. IS WORKING THE PAIN IS NOT SO BAD AND I CAN COPE.
Open ADHD / ADD
I have ADHD, and it makes it hard to stay on one thing. So start many things and don't finish anything
Treatments
- Ritalin Working / Worked
- it keeps me awake and up and running, without it I would be a blob
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- helps work out in head
Open Diabetes Type 2
I have to control with diet and loose weight
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I have OCD and is wrecking my life, and can't stop doing things no matter how hard I try I need help
Treatments
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- doesn't help
Open COPD & Emphysema
Just found out have COPD, am stopping smoking today.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- not helping
Open Anxiety
I have panic & anixity caused me to stay in house arfraid to go out. I only go out to go to doc & church, most time hubby goes with me, or if not I take a dog with me I can't be alone I freak out
Treatments
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- helps me calm down
- Paxil Working / Worked
- helps with my bi-polor, more then my panic/anixity
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- somewhat helping
Open Phobia
I have agoraphobia caused by mu panic/anixity disorder
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- somewhat helping
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was married to 3 physically abusive husbands. 4th is a jewel
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Not Working
- It kinda helped me I had to get courage to get out & move to other states to get away
Open Bipolar Disorder
I am a rapid cycling bi polor person.with phycotic features.
Open Bipolar Disorder
I am a rapid cycling bi polor person.with sycotic features.
Open Adoption
I was adopted when I was a baby.The people who adopted me, were wonderful, couldn't have asked for better. I am 53 and have been struggling with finding my birth mother for years,I didn't want to hurt the mother who raised me, and I have issues about my birth mother. I know alittle about her and the reasons for giving me away, but still I have issues dealing with this my whole life. i would like to find her and I've tried many resorces but always a dead end. I really need help with this issue,
Open Menopause
TERRIBLE, ALONG WITH EVERYTHING ELSE WRONG WITH ME, I HAVE THIS TOO. HOT FLASHES AND NIGHT SWEATS ARE THE WORST
Treatments
- Black Cohosh Somewhat Helpful
- KINDA HELPS BUT NOT REALLY GONNA STOP TAKING AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS
Open Heart Failure
I HAVE JUST BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH CONJENTIVE HEART FAILURE AND IT HAS ME MIGHTY SCARED. MY DAD HAD IT AND DIED AT AGE 53, SAME AGE I AM NOW
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
I HAVE AGOROPHIA AND AM SCARED TO COME OUT INTO PUBLIC OR DRIVE MY CAR IT IS TERRIBLE. I ALSO HAVE VERY BAD ANIXITY, I FEEL LIKE MY WHOLE INSIDES ARE JUST JUMPING AND I THINK TERRIBLE THOUGHTS ABOUT RAPE ETC, AND I DON'T LIKE BEING ALONE IT MAKES ME VERY AFFRAID. I CAN'T SLEEP AND I JUST TOSS AND TURN AND PACE AROUND.. I FEEL LIKE MY HEART IS COMING OUT OF MY CHEST. I CAN'T STAND THESE FEELINGS ANYMORE THEY ARE MAKING ME MORE CRAZY THEM I ALREADY AM. I MY PROBLEMS
