ana81's Journal

Back to Weight Watchers for the first time in what seems like months. I have officially gained 15 pounds. But I think it will be ok. I am hoping the weight comes off fast, cause it's weight I already lost. I just have to stay motivated, even when I don't want to. No matter what. I want to get back into my 18's. Actually, I want to be in 16's by the time we go to the Metallica concert in Oct. So I know I have a ton of hard work ahead of me, but at least it will give me something to take my mind off all the garbage in my life.

We are having some friends over tonight. We haven't had them over for a while, so this should be fun. I think we are going bowling first. I suck at bowling so bad it's not even a little funny. But thats ok, the kids will have fun. Then the parents will have fun afterwards! TEE HEE. So today is the last day that I will eat and not care. Cause starting tomorrow, every little thing will be written down, regaurdless. I actually need to find out out how many points I need to eat. Anyway, back to tonight, I am looking forward to playing cards too.

Well I must go take a nap. I am tired all the time, but not sleeping well when I do go to bed. I dont know what my problem is, but hopefully this little trend stops soon! Then bags under my eyes are actually black now. ARGH...One more thing to make me feel "just old".

And don't forget....It doesn't matter what you do today, tomorrow is a brand new day, and the start of your remade life. Because as much as your mind and body wanna rebel against you, you will endure! You will win this war, no matter how bad this year has been. Just keep reminding yourself this! And you are going to be ok.