ana81's Journal

Today seems to be ok. I am having problems sleeping at night, cause I can't turn my brain off. I am trying to fit everything in my life into a schedule, so it makes sence. And so I can fit EVERYTHING into a day.  There is always so much to do and never enough of me or time. I am 28 years old, you would think I had this all figured out by now. Oh well.

I started walking again and am a little discouraged cause I wanted to pick up right where I left off. But I am learning that I can actually hurt my body doing that. So I will back off and follow my bodies lead for a while. Then I will push it again. I am ready to start getting back into shape and get my life back in order. Its been since March since I feel like there has been any order or control in my life.

So today I am going to get my 2 bathrooms clean and go from there. I haven't worked on my school work all week. I need to do that, but probably won't get to it today either.  I have so consumed with Alexis going to school for the first time, that everything has fallen to the way-side.

Alright, nothing is going to get done with me sitting here on the computer all day. I must go and finish my cereal and get the bleach out.