ana81's Journal

I haven't been around in a great while. I have had things happening to me that I wouldn't wish on the meanest person in the world. I had some health problems at the begining of the year that are still lingering. I ended up breaking and loosing a tooth about 3 weeks ago. And now my 2 yr 10mo neice has passed away in an accident last week.

It seems to me everytime I turn around I am being slapped back down. I dont know why this is happening, but it is starting to build a numb wall all around me. I just want this God aweful year to be over.  I am done with all this crap.  I just want to be myself again. Brad feels the same way, the only way I know that is because he said it to me last week. I just want my wife back. I seriously think I may be suffering from depression, and it makes it worse cause I feel like I am cheating my daughter out of time from me cause all I want to do is sleep. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??!!