ana81's Journal

Today is DAY ONE for me! I am forgetting everything I have done and my old goals. I am starting a new. The old flame has died, and try as I might, there is no re lighting it. BUT...

Today is day one. I feel refreshed and ready to go. I am ready to do this. Instead of consantly feeling like a failure cause I am not doing what I know I should be doing. Because I have gained weight instead of loosing it. Because the flame has died, I I have decided to re educate myself and start from square one. I am very excited about it. I dont know when I had this revelation, it just kinda popped in my brain sometime in the middle of the night and wont shake loose!! This means journaling EVERY thing that passes my lips. Working out 5 days a week, not matter what, and keeping a journal of that too! Drinking ALL my water, no more soda! I can do this, I can do this, I WILL do this.

I am back baby, with a new attitude, and new mindset and ready to kick butt!! or loose it, depending on how you look at it!!

~ana