ana81's Journal

you know, i am sooooo excited about our new house! i really am, so dont get me wrong when i say...I HATE MOVING!!!!! this is the first move i have ever made that has just been pure hell. i guess its not really that bad, its just long and hard to do when you got a 3 year old running around. i am just ready to be done and unpacking in my new house. and, i havent had time to workout, and eating is not a good thing right now. i am really struggling with eating right because i dont really have time to cook. so i feel like i am picking stuff up and just popping it in my mouth. i gained 7 pounds while i was on vacation, and i am ready to get that off, plus move forward with my weight loss goals, and i dont see that happening this week. last week i managed to loose .6, but i had also had my monthly visitor right in the middle of the week. so i am getting anxious about this weeks weigh in. i just cant wait for life to get back to normal, you know!!!  a normal, where i know and have planned out what i am eating in a day, where i know i can get in my exercise, where i know where everything is!!!! i guess this is all part of moving, but it is a huge pain in my butt! PLUS, the lady who owns our condo now, (she lives in california), is having her sister show the condo. thats ok, the problems lies in on saturday night we get a call at 8 PM saying they are showing the condo at 11:30, 1, and 4. um, hello, what happened to 24 hour notice??? and alexis' nap time is at 1?? so i called her and said as much, thinking she would understand because she has got young children around the same age. well, she said she would try to change the one and then get back to me...she never did. but whatever right, so sunday we couldnt come home till after 1:30 and had to be gone again by 3:45. then to make matters worse, i spent all morning yesterday moving things in the heat and humidity. so when i put alexis down for her nap i decided i would lay down too.  well about 1:30 there was a knock on the door.  and guess what, it was her sister with two people coming to look at the damn condo. the first words outta the sisters mouth, was she didnt call you did she?? i was fit to be tied. no she didnt call me!! so i asked for 10 min to straighten up what i could because if you have moved you can just imagine what my house looks like, plus i have a 3 year old to add to the mess. i shoulda just told her no, and you cant come in. its still my house right now, right? i am paid up through the end of the month. how rude is that? i mean really!! if it wasnt for her poor sister reaction, i woulda called her (the owner in cali.) and ripped her a new one. i also wouldnt let them look in alexis' room cause she was sleeping!!

oh, ok, i am done venting. i am just stressed, and tired, and well, i want to be done.