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ana81 
11:06pm, August 27, 2009
it seems like the closer i get to leaving for home the more laynah is on my mind. i think i am scared to see where they spread her ashes and i am scared because i know it will make it all so final. she is on my mind day and night. even more now that we leave in a week. i am not sure if i am dealing with it in a healthy way or not because i find myself trying to block the thoughts more and more. now they sneak into my dreams almost nightly. well, mabey it will be good for it to be finalized in my life. i dont know, i just know it makes me extremly sad.
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I'm sorry you are so sad, hopefully this trip will help. Take care of you yourself and we are all here for you!
NCFroggy