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ana81 
11:06pm, August 27, 2009
I dreamt of Laynah last night. Those are always hard. It's hard for me to wake up and remember she is really gone. I miss her a lot. I wish I could have shared the first day of school with her. She was always as excited as I was when it came time for new events in Alexis' life.
Ok, so it's the first day of school. I am really not sure how I feel about this. My house is freakily quiet. I have had Alexis with me for 4 years and 9 mos. And now she is at school. I have only been away from her for an occasional sleep over and mabey one day at the most. *sigh* At least it's only for a few hours. It's funny though, I found myself thinking of food that I could console myself with. So wierd that I actually caught myself doing that. But even though I was at the store I resisted temptation and only got what I needed. Well, I hope my baby is having a good day. *sigh*
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YAY!!! Down 3.2 pounds this week! I am working hard! But reaping the benifits!! I am feeling fantastic today! I feel like I am finally in control of my life again!
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WOHO good job!!!! Keep up with the dedication and hard work and you will be able to do anything you want!!!
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Good job the hardest part of losing weight is fighting the temptation of food nad the fact that you caught your self is wonderful and means that you are strong willed!!! Hopefull I can learn from you today is my first day of keeping track of my food points!!!! I am allowed 34 a day.. I am not going to use my weekly bonus points at all!!! Wish me luck and I will let you know how it goes
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