BEVERLYANDRUBY's Journal

 HI EVERYONE.  HAD A VERY BAD TIME WITH CHEMO. THEY ARE GIVING ME FULL DOSES, 5 HOURS LONG  THIS MONTH BECAUSE I MISSED LAST MONTH DUE TO MY TRIP TO PA. BECAUSE OF MY FATHER DYING. I HAD A NICE TRIP THOUGH. WE HAD A FRIEND DRIVE US TO PA. IT WAS 20 HOUR DRIVE. I KNEW THAT I COULDN'T HAVE DONE IT ALONE. I AM FEELING PRETTY WEAK. YESTERDAY I PRAYED FOR GOD TO GIVE ME STRENGTH. MY DAUGHTER AND I WENT TO SUNDAY SCHOOL AND CHURCH AND THEN WE WENT OUT TO EAT AND SHOPPING FOR CLOTHES AND THEN BACK TO CHURCH AT 430. WE ARE JOINING OUR CHURCH AND THEN WE WENT TO THE 6PM SERVICE. SO I WAS PRETTY TIRED,BUT GOD KNOWS ME AND GOT ME THROUGH IT. EVEN THROUGH THE ROUGH TIMES IN ANYONES LIFE IF YOU PRAY ABOUT IT HE WILL BE THERE. I HAD BAD PAIN IN MY LEFT ARM THE OTHER WEEK AND I PRAYEDABOUT IT AND IT WAS GONE IN 5 MINUTES. THAT WAS A MIRACLE. GOD IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. SINCE I HAVE BECOME ILL I HAVE TURNED TO GOD AND I AM LEARNING MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY.  I WILL GET THROUGH THIS CANCER WITH GODS LOVE FOR ME. I PRAY EVERYDAY THAT I WILL GET THROUGH MY ILLNESS. AND SOMEDAY I WILL BE IN HEAVEN BECAUSE OF THE STRONG FAITH THAT I HAVE IN CHRIST. AM FEELING OK TODAY. JUST WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT IF YOU HAVE FAITH IN CHRIST. ANYTHING CAN BE ACCOMPLISHED. HE IS ALWAYS WITH US. ALWAYS BEV