cich2's Journal

I AM HAPPIER THESE DAYS BECAUSE I HAVE SOMEONE SPECIAL IN MY LIFE.  I AM IN A LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP AND I WILL CHERISH THIS MAN'S KINDNESS AND GENTLEMANLY CONDUCT.  HE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A HUMAN BEING AND NOT A PIECE OF CRAP.  I AM THINKING OF GOING BACK TO SCHOOL AND STUDY PSYCHOLOGY.  I AM READY TO JUMP OUT OF GROUPS AND DO SOMETHING USEFUL WITH MY LIFE.  SO HERE IS A GOOD BYE TO THIS SITE.  I MAY COME ON ONCE IN A WHILE TO CHECK IN BUT IT WON'T BE LIKE BEFORE.  I AM THRILLED TO THINK THAT I CAN DO SOME THINGS ON MY OWN.  I STILL USE MY SUPPORT SYSTEM AND THAT IS OKAY.  I HAVE BEEN HAVING SOME PROBLEMS LATELY BUT IT IS NOTHING THAT I CAN'T HANDLE WITH HELP FROM MY THERAPIST.  I AM REALLY FEELING 100% BETTER.  I FEEL LIKE LIFE HAS A MEANING AND THAT I WANT TO TAKE LIFE BY THE HORNS AND EMBRACE IT FOR ALL IT IS WORTH.  I AM TICKLED TO BE SO UPBEAT AND NOT HITTING THE BOTTOM FLOOR LIKE BEFORE.  I ACTUALLY WENT THROUGH A MANIC PHASE WITHOUT HITTING THE MAJOR LOW.  I ACTUALLY WENT BACK TO BASELINE.  I CARE LOTS FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND DON'T THINK I AM LEAVING YOU FOREVER.  I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE STUCK IN GROUPS FOREVER.  I WILL POKE MY HEAD IN EVERY ONCE AND A WHILE JUST TO SEE HOW THINGS ARE GOING.  MY HEART GOES OUT TO EACH AND EVERY ONCE OF YOU AND I FEEL ESPECIALLY EMPATHETIC TO THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE STRUGGLING AT THIS TIME.  TAKE CARE ALL.  GOOD BYE FOR NOW!