cich2's Journal

I have learned to keep my focus on a daily basis because trying to find the solution to the big picture comes from baby steps.  I have survived a little of a break down in order to be stonger for my daughter.  I did come home early to take the pressure off of my daughter which is okay because I am ready to start over agaim and work on the problems at home.  I just needed to be reminded to deal with things on a daily basis which is what I needed and also took time out to deal with some more pressing issues.  I need to write more often to put my worries at rest.  I just needed time to write a letter in a quiet atmosphere in order to gain the strength to do what needed to be done.  I am not fully out of my manic phase which is okay because it will take a while for the meds to kick in.  I gave out many new and refreshing ideas and also voiced my opinions on how the place can hopefully change their ways a little bit.  I am more confident that I can deal with things now than when I went into respite.  I took time out for me in order to prevent going into the hospital.  I have helped others in my struggles and gave some advice when it was warranted.  I love the fact that I meet new and interesting people in places like that and it does me good to deal with some folks being around.  I love the fact that I gave new group ideas and helpful hints to the workers.  I wish every place I went I could help at least one person and that would make me feel great.  Well it is time to go for now.