AnnDustinCalebDylan's Journal

I miss him so much i can't stand it. I miss his arms around me and how he kisses me and makes me feel.  I just want to wake up next to him, to have a family with him. I can't cry....i don't know why i can't, i feel the tears coming but nothing.  My heart hurts so bad. I've got to see him 2 times and will see him tomorrow, but it doesn't stop the pain......i just want to wake up and this all be a dream!