Journal Entry for October 7, 2007
October 7, 2007 11:31am
having a good day today. i've relaxed a lot with my husband at home. i've been of work for about 8 weeks now due to my broken writ but …
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I AM A CUSTOMER SERVICE ADVISOR. I LOVE TO SPEND TIME WITH MY FAMILY AND I FEEL MOST AT EASE WITH THEM. I ALSO DO LOVE TO SOCIALISE BUT I LIKE COMING HOME AT END OF DAY. I AM AN AVID DRAWER AND LOVE THE MOVIES.
I AM A CUSTOMER SERVICE ADVISOR. I LOVE TO SPEND TIME WITH MY FAMILY AND I FEEL MOST AT EASE WITH THEM. I ALSO DO LOVE TO SOCIALISE BUT I LIKE COMING HOME AT END OF DAY. I AM AN AVID DRAWER AND LOVE THE MOVIES.
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Journal Entry for October 6, 2007
October 6, 2007 1:50pm
I'VE NOT BEEN ON FOR A FEW DAYS BECAUSE I JUST NEEEDED SOME SPACE REALLY. THERE IS NOTHING MAJORLY WRONG BUT AS YOU WILL KNOW WHEN YOU HAVE THESE …
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Close Depression
AT THE MOMENT I AM SO SAD. I CAN'T SEEM TO LIFT MYSELF OUT OF IT. I DON'T LIKE WORRYING MY FAMILY WITH IT AND I JUST WANT THIS SADNESS TO STOP, I DON'T MEAN KILLING MYSELF. I LIVE WITH THIS SADNESS FOR SOME REASON ALL THE TIME BUT EVERY SO OFTEN IT GETS ON TOP OF ME AND I CAN'T COPE. I'M SICK OF TAKING MEDS FOR WHEN I'M SAD BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL THERE DOING ANYTHING. I ONLY HAVE MILD THINGS AND MAYBE I NEED STRONGER ONES. I JUST FEEL RUBBISH AND I HATE MYSELF AT THE MOMENT
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- GAVE ME A SMALL AMOUNT IN TIME OF NEED. NOT ENOUGH THOUGH
- Positive Thinking Too Soon to Tell
- I TRY AND IMAGINE MYSELF ON A LOVELY BEACH SITTING IN THE SUN TRYING TO RELAX BUT IT DOESN'T SEEM TO EASE THINGS ONCE I'VE OPENED MY EYES
- Psychotherapy Considering
- I WANT SOMETHING TO HELP AND MAYBE THIS IS SOMETHING THAT WILL HELP
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- I DON'T REALLY SHOW TO THEM THE REALLY BAD TIMES, I DO THAT ON MY OWN
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a RelativeMY HUSBANDS FATHER DIED JAN 06 AND WE'D ALL NOT SPOKE SINCE HE REFUSED TO TRAVEL TOO OUR WEDDING IF WE DIDN'T CHANGE DATE. I WAS SO UPSET WHEN MY NOW HUSBAND TOLD ME BECASE I FELT LIKE THE REASON THEY WEREN'T SPEAKING WAS MY FAULT.THEN SHORTLY AFTER ARRIVING BACK HONEYMOON IN MAY MY MUM TOLD ME MY GRANDAD HAD 6 WEEKS TO LIVE AFTER A BRAIN TUMOUR WAS FOUND. THIS DEVASTATED ME BECASUE HE LASTED 5 AND BY THE END HE COULDN'T SPEAK HE JUST GRUNTED AND I COULD SEE IN HIS EYES HE SO FRUSTRATED.SO SAD
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- WHEN I THINK OF HIM AND GET UPSET I DO CRY BECAUSE I DON'T WANT IT ALL BOTTLING UP
- Grief Counseling Considering
- I THINK I NEED TO TALK SOME MORE ABOUT ALL OF IT.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- ME AND MUM SOMETIMES JUST SIT DOWN AND THINK OF HIM, HAVE A CHAT AND A CRY IT DOES REALLY HELP
Open Obesity
I HAVE GOT BIGGER AND BIGGER OVER THE YEARS. I KNOW FOR ME ITS BECUASE I EAT THE WRONG THINGS BUT I JUST CAN'T HELP MYSELF IT THE BIGGEST HABIT/ADDITION I HAVE. I FEEL BAD WHEN I EAT BUT THEN I KEEP DOING IT. I GET PEOPLE CALLING ME FATTY, BIG ASS AND ALL SORTS WHICH THEN ONLY MAKES ME RUN STRAIGHT FOR THE FRIDGE. I'M AT MY WITS END BUT CAN'T BREAK FREE FROM THE NEVER ENDING CYCLE
Treatments
- Cycling Considering
- MY HUSBAND BIKES TO WORK EVERYDAY AND I WOULD LIKE TO GET INTO THAT
- Meridia Somewhat Helpful
- ITWORKED SOMETIMES BUT ITGAVE ME REALLY BAD BEELY CRAMPS AND SO I CAME OF IT.
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- IT DID HELP BUT BECAUSE OF A FINANCIAL SITUATION 'VE HAD TO HOLD MY MEMBERSHIP.
- Slim-Fast Considering
- BUT AGAIN IT;S SO EXPNSIVE TO DO HERE IN THE UK THAT I HAVE TO WAIT BEORE I CAN TRY IT
- Swimming Somewhat Helpful
- I WORKED OUT SWIMMING WHEN AT THE GYM SO I WILL NEED TO FIND SOMEWEHERE ELSE BEFORE I CAN CARRY ON WITH THAT. THERE IS LOCAL POOL SO I MAY GO THERE AND GET IT GOING AGAIN
- Weight Watchers Somewhat Helpful
- IT WORKED BUT IT COST OVER 30 A MONTH ITH EVERYTHING INVOLVED THAT I HAVE HAD TO CUT IT DOWN. I AM TRYING NOW HOWEVER TO FOLLOW THE PRICIPLES
Open Brain / CNS Tumors
Type: Otherits quite difficult really. my grandad died last june from a terminal brain tumour.(it took six weeks from diagnosis to his death). it's scary because i never really had chance to understand from him or his doctors what it all meant. i just want to see what it means for different people.
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
I NEVER KNEW THAT I HAD TILL NOT SO LONG AGO. I'VE BEEN SUFFERING WITH BLOATING AND WHAT FELT LIKE EXPLOSION INSIDE ME AND MY DOCTOR ASKED ME A FEW QUESTIONS AND I WAS EMBARRASED I HAD TO ADMIT TO ALL THE THINGS HE WAS TALKNG ABOUT BUT I'M GLAD I DID
Treatments
- Buscopan Somewhat Helpful
- I TRIED THIS WHEN I HAD NO PRESCRIPTION LEFT AND I ONLY TOOK A FEW BUT IN THAT TIME IT WORKED REALLY WELL.
- Peppermint Somewhat Helpful
- I DRINK IT THE ODD TIME IN TEA FORM BUT TO BE TRUTHFUL I'M FUNNY ABOUT MINT IN FOODS SO IT DOESN'T TASTE THAT GREAT. BUT IT DOES CALM MY BOWELS DOWN IF I HAVE A CUP
- Spasmonal Working / Worked
- GREAT FOR ME, DON'T NEED TO TAKE IT EVERY DAY. BUT IF I WAKE UP FEELING SLUGGISH I TAKE ONE AND I AM ABLE TO GET ON WITH MY DAY TO A BETTER EXTENT THAN IF I HADN'T TAKEN IT.
Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
I'VE BEEN STRUGGLING ON AND OF FOR SEVERAL YEARS WITH PERIODS EITHER NON EXSISTENT OR FULL ON CRAZY. I ALSO HAVING TROUBLES COPNCIEVING. MY DOC THOUGHT I MAY HAVE PCOS BUT WASN'T SURE SO I HAD TO ENDURE MONTHS OF TRYING DIFFERENT PILLS TO HELP WITH BAD PERIOD PROBLEMS. I EVENTUALLY WENT FOR A SCAN AND I WAS TOLD THEN THAT I HAD IT AND IT WAS QUITE BAD. I WAS SAD BECUASE I UNDERSTOOD THAT AS A RESULT OF THIS I MAY FIND IT DIFFICULT TO CONCIEVE. I'VE BEEN SUFFERING EVER SINCE
Treatments
- Metformin Not Working
- DOCTOR TOLD ME THAT PCOS AFFECTED MY BLOOD SUGAR LEVELS AND IT MEANT I COULDN'T PROCESS PROPERLY SO HE GAVE ME THIS TO REGULATE IT BUT IT MADE ME FEEL ILL AND I CAME OF IT.
Open Healthy Eating
I WANT TO GET HEALTHY EATING RIGHT DOWN TOO A TEA. AT THE MOEMNT IT'S HIT AND MISS. I HOPE TO GET THERE EVENTUALLY
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- WHEN I WAS GOING TO THE GYM AND SWIMMING IT WAS GREAT FOR ME. IT REALLY HELPED ME GET A BIT FITTER. DUE TO FINANCIAL SETBACK I HAD TO GIVE LUXURIES UP SO I COULDN'T USE TO FULLO POTENTIAL
