HIDING
March 21, 2008 12:52pm
Sitting in your room
praying to god you,s dont come
closing my eyes
trying to hide.
I HEAR YOU COMING,
STEP BY STEP.
All i want to do is hide,
and not …
snoot
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About Me
snoot
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About Me
im very frightened of most things i dont go out alone i panic an get very agitated if i do an in large crowds, ive been like this for longtime now, ive no really friends a member of my family makesure of that i just build my time around my little ones whom i try to live for its made me more stronger person from i had them longtime ago. i get there i always do
im very frightened of most things i dont go out alone i panic an get very agitated if i do an in large crowds, ive been like this for longtime now, ive no really friends a member of my family makesure of that i just build my time around my little ones whom i try to live for its made me more stronger person from i had them longtime ago. i get there i always do
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Interests
reading , music, drawing
reading , music, drawing
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
was raped an abused by trusted family members for 9yrs,my life has been ruled by this fact for so long im trying really hard to change that sometimes it feels hopeless
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- good to speak to someone who doesnt judge
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
- great over whelming help
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionsuffered with severe depression for many many years. its like being in a black hole constantly ive been on so many different treatments an been in hospital , now ive decided im in the driven sit im going to try fighten this even the self harm issues i can do it some how
Treatments
Open Breakups & Divorce
ive pushed away partners before an continue to do so its like im not worthy of love? im not saying past partners were perfect but i thrieved on pushing them away
Treatments
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- Love Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- helpful at times
- Talking Working / Worked
- ok when i would listen
- Time Somewhat Helpful
Open Pulmonary Fibrosis
snoot hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
self harm seems to be the story of my life ive went to various extremes an often feel i cant control it i tend cut words into myself, an have scared myself various times its like theres a voice inside me telling me im all these bad things, an also what my abusers said ive cut them into my skin its really mad im trying to stop.
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- still attend its ok
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- it scared me i didnt like it i felt strange but thats just me
Open Obesity
im very over weight i choose to be ,as i didnt want males to find me attractive,for personal reasons, from i had my chilldren twins i kept gaining the weight easy, i now really want to be healthy for them an me i ensure they eat healthy dont care bout me but really want to try now
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