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tyzz27 
Im sitting here, mum has gone out to a church function in the city and Imk just here feeling sorry for myself. I cant get these thoughts about kids out of my head. I turned to cutting up both arms but that obviously doesnt take the thoughts away. Why the hell why did i have to be abused to develop my love for helping children feel safe. I could of done a better job as a teacher if I wasnt always feeling guilty about my thoughts. I just wonder what the purpose in life is anymore.
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hang in there, you will get through this, you are a worry my dear boy
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