Journal

So much to say I have no idea.  Almost got caught up in a work-at-home scan.  Funny thing is when I thought it was legit my nerves were suddenly completely shot.  My drinking got out of control, I was jumping at everything, and I was hearing things, which always happens when I'm about to have a bit of a breakdown.  So now I am really worried, will I be able to go back to work?  Because when I found out it was a scam, I was actually so releved.  I feel like I can't do anything right anymore.  I can't handle anything.  I have no chance at success career-wise.

THEN - my stepdaughter is pregnant!  Whoo hoo!  She's 21, not engaged yet I don't think, but has been with the same guy forever.  I'm happy for her but there are thoughts and fears in my head that I won't even write about just now.

THEN - my sister is getting married!  Whoo hoo!

THEN - my brother's rock band is making it big time!  Looks like they are actually going to become something you hear on the radio!  They won a huge rock contest, and are going to a festival where they will be playing on the same stage with Blues Traveler, Dweezel Zappa, and Widespread Panic.

Found all four of these things out today!