Journal Entry for October 31, 2007
No news on the job issue. I'm expecting an offer from the out of town firm today (Halloween). I go back and forth between accepting it and …
No news on the job issue. I'm expecting an offer from the out of town firm today (Halloween). I go back and forth between accepting it and …
Today was a good day.
By way of background, I'm an attorney who just started my own solo practice. We call that "hanging out your …
Today was a rough day. My pendeleum swings wildly from anxiety to deep depression and back. I can't seem to find a balance. I've had really …
I guess it's come to this. I've now lost complete control over the most important thing: my mind. It's scary when you can't trust …
Just a little sunshine to brighten your day!
*hugs*
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Everything was going well, then I just fell apart. And everything fell apart around me too. My friends left. My employer fired me. My family was not available. I felt like I was falling with no safety net and noone even noticed. I'm working on climbing out of the hole which is depression. It's tough, but I'm trying.
I've struggled with this all of my life (I'm 30 now). It's not about food or weight for me, it's about gaining control over my life when I don't have control over anything. There's something very addictive about that and when it takes hold, it's tough to stop.
I was recently diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. I'm trying to discover a way to get through both here as well as through therapy.
I'm an attorney and after three years of trying to impressive everyone to make partner, I'm tired.
I'm an Adult Child of an Alcoholic so I don't have a very good understanding of a nurturing relationship. I'm working on that.
I've suffered both physical and emotional abuse. Even when you know what it is, that doesn't mean you can protect yourself from its impact.
I have always been really shy. I'm an introvert, not an extrovert and no matter how hard I try, and I can't change that fact. My therapist has suggested to me that being shy is not a bad thing, it's just something that makes me who I am. I like that thought...
I come from a long line of alcoholics. Growing up, I had no idea that it was a problem in my family or that it had any effect on me. Now I'm learning more.