It's Been Awhile
I'm BACK!!! LOL!!!
Yes, I know it has been a while. Life is happening and I've been super busy!
Mentally and emotionally I am very …
Just living life, one day at a time.
Just living life, one day at a time.
Reading, writing, shopping, hanging out with friends, playing on my computer, and trying to exercise.
Reading, writing, shopping, hanging out with friends, playing on my computer, and trying to exercise.
I'm BACK!!! LOL!!!
Yes, I know it has been a while. Life is happening and I've been super busy!
Mentally and emotionally I am very …
Starving. Binging. Starvng. Binging. Starving. Binging.
That's how I've spent my last week. I have a fucking eating disorder and the …
I posted this in the forums, but wanted to post it here as well.
WARNING: This post is of sexual nature. If you don't like it, …
So, life has been really compliacted, but good for me lately.
I'm working at Bally's in the kids area.
I've signed back up for …
are you still around here very often? i have a random question!
Work the program and get better Dani... you can do it!
Just thought I'd send you extra big hugs!!!!
Wait, who are you? lol. I know how it can be. Def have to catch up sometime.
Hey Dani where have you been? Hope you are doing well.
Wow where do I begin? Here is the short version. I was finally diagnosed with Hashimoto's disease (hypothyroidsim) after being misdiagnosed 2 times. It has been a struggle ever since. It took about a year to get my medication levels right. I've been in and out of hospitals quite a few times because of thyroid/medication related problems.
I have done many means of self-harm, including pinching, scratching, cutting, and punching. I've been clean since December 6, 2007.
Been dealing with my depression for years, without realizing it. Thought what I was going through was normal. NOT.
I've been diagnosed with ADD since I was 7 years old. I've been on the same medication since the first day I was diagnosed. It is a daily struggle and without my medication I do not function well. My twin brother has ADHD and my father has ADD. I'm sure my sister has ADHD as well, but is undiagnosed at this time.
I was diagnosed with Raynaud's Phenomenon just a year ago. It is connected to my thyroid disease. I do not have to take any medicine just yet because my case is not severe enough.
Turns out, the fidgeting, pulling out my hair, unable to make eye contact, constant worrying, and stressing 24/7...is anxiety.
Turns out those thoughts of death and the counting all the time...is OCD. And, the self-harming, is by compulsive behvioral response as well. So yay.
So, I went to the ENT for my ears. Turns out I have a deviated septum and my sinuses were almost completely swollen shut. Allergy test reveal out of 38 allergens tested, I am allergic to 23 of them.
Had acne since I was 10. It sucks. Much better now-a-days. I'm on antibiotics for it right now and a cream called Ziana.
Basically, I'm attracted to both sexes. However, I do want to get married and have kids one day. I'm just stuck right now.
Finally my addiction to this drug. It's going to be a long fight.