Journal Entry for February 24, 2008
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Last month I had some very special experiences. I spent 10 …
I am 32 years old and have had FMS since I was 18. My trigger event was a car accident that happened about six months after I got married back in 1995. I often feel sorry for my husband, he married an active fun person who was up for anything (rock climbing, snowboarding, jet-skiing, 4wheeling etc.) and then this. I became someone who weighs the fun against the price I'll have to pay for it. I have two kids a girl-11 and a boy-2. I am a stay at home mom. I love my family very much and probably would have given up a long time ago if it weren't for them.
I am 32 years old and have had FMS since I was 18. My trigger event was a car accident that happened about six months after I got married back in 1995. I often feel sorry for my husband, he married an active fun person who was up for anything (rock climbing, snowboarding, jet-skiing, 4wheeling etc.) and then this. I became someone who weighs the fun against the price I'll have to pay for it. I have two kids a girl-11 and a boy-2. I am a stay at home mom. I love my family very much and probably would
art, reading, photography, history, psychology, music, my family, home improvement projects, swimming, four-wheeling, camping, and actually talking to other adults!
art, reading, photography, history, psychology, music, my family, home improvement projects, swimming,
Clearly I am the journal Queen! See how well I keep up to date with everything?
Last month I had some very special experiences. I spent 10 …
Well I haven't been around for a while but with good reason. Last Friday I had LASIC! They did both eyes and I am loving it! …
I went to the doctor yesterday. I listed off so many symptoms that I couldn't even remember weather I had gotten them all. He looked me …
I have been getting ready to go camping for the weekend, but getting ready already has me sore and exhausted. I don't know if this is a good …
Hi. Here's many great big hugs for you.
StacyDianna
hi b my lovely long lost friend x glad to hear that all is going well and thank you for still being out there! X i'v not exactly been travelling since s.e.asia which is quite a usual annual breake,but i have gone to a real good old travelers festival in the west country of england(devon)that was the end of august for 4 days,we have to go over to the mainland by boat as this little rock is just off the coast of brittany(france)very segregated ?!which is probably why i ended up here 22yr ago?or they put me here to keep me out of trouble lol (didn't work)!! I thought i had told you that back on 3rd of jan the police raided me(us)because i had been growing cannabis,just 2 plants and for personal use(helps with my back pain)?but still illegal and now after three court appearances and loads of shit what whith probation and drug and alcohol reports i'm finally up for sentencing on the 30th oct ?! All this has broken down my relationship with julie and screwed real big style with my mental health frame of mind !! We are still together but can't live together(both needed space!?)anyway all this has taken 11mnth and apart from seeing my usual psych today to get my methadone script i'v got an appt with another one tommorow just because i maybe want and need to go back on the olanzapine or maybe lithium for the mad kinda mood swings im having (audio hallucinations as well)!giving me abuse as usual,IM NOTHING BUT A WASTE OF SPACE,A PIECE OF SHIT !WHY BOTHER YOUR GOING DOWN IT AND YOU ARE NOT WORTH THERE TIME AND HELP!!? Im real sorry i cant be more possitive right now but this has been like a sentence in itself ?! Have to go now try sleep or drink myself that way with some mirtazipine and then boot myself up the arse in the morning with a good dose of citralopram ! I know it's fucked up but muddling through? Many huge fluffy hugs for you my dear x and much love to all xx take care paul xx
hi b how are you my friend? I know i havn't written for ages (since may as it goes)i'v just seen that i was the last person to give you any hugs,i hope you and wjessica are ok ? I do realy miss our chats and hope that you see this ?!!!loads of shit has been going on my end ! I'l tell you all about it if your still out there ?! But for now here's lots of GREAT BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE XXX paul
hi b how are you my friend? I know i havn't written for ages (since may as it goes)i'v just seen that i was the last person to give you any hugs,i hope you and wjessica are ok ? I do realy miss our chats and hope that you see this ?!!!loads of shit has been going on my end ! I'l tell you all about it if your still out there ?! But for now here's lots of GREAT BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE XXX paul
hi b im just dropping by to see if you are ok? i hope so here are some flowers to brighten your day anyway ! many hugs and love ,your friend paul xxx