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Carnation 
Hi Journal,
Well I actually told someone. Someone that is not that close to me, but is still a friend. Maybe I told her because she has Hep C...I don't know. Maybe I thought she would accept me where other wouldn't. Who knows, but I did feel better, but then I kind of regretted it. I feel like I have this deep secret you know? I went to a family function last week, with all my aunts, uncles and cousins......I looked around.....and thought wow....there is no one here that would ever understand, and I will never tell any of these people. Pretty sad I know that I feel that way. Boyfriend is upset with me that I am treating myself like a leper, and he feels just awful that it was him that made me this way.....
Well life goes on, and days go by, and I am okay. Great to have people on here that can relate and listen. My love and thanks go out to all of you. Just knowing that you are there is comforting.
Til next time journal....xxxooo
