Join Now
kaylee34 
Sorry for not writing in a long time-I guess I went through a strange phase where I didn't want to talk about our infertility for a while. Yesturday we took yet another preg test and once again it was negative. I tried not to get my hopes up but they were. This time my outward reaction was good- I didn't fall apart- I was just bummed. Inside however I was breaking. Last night while I was sleeping I woke up seven times crying so hard! I'm not sure what I was dreaming about but I think the crying in my sleep was letting out my real emotions or something. I am just trying to stay strong. Has anyone else experienced things like this?
Comments
IM SO SORRY HON. I REALLY HOPE IT WORKS FOR YOU NEXT TIME. I DO CRY IN MY SLEEP SOMETIMES WHEN MY DREAMS ARE SAD.
scarlet101
I cannot tell you how sorry I am. I have done the same thing. It is amazing how real dreams can be....I think sometimes when you focus on soemthing and think about it constantly, it can roll over into your subconscious. Trying to stay strong is the best thing AND the hardest thing. Nobody will ever truly know the heartbreak till they experience it first hand will they? There are people that care about you and are here to listen.
chiocort1