ginarec's Journal

Sometimes I let myself get carried away with the "what ifs" and "poor pitiful me" scenarios.  Summer at home with my three cherubs gets old some times.  I'm making some good progress emotionally and "spiritually."  (This nontheist agnostic doesn't know how to phrase her spiritual pursuits)  I sometimes expect things to go uphill without any deviation from my new-found enlightenment and get down on myself.  My poor husband probably gets tired of all of my ups and downs.  I need to remember to look at the big picture when I get discouraged.  It doesn't make it any easier, but maybe I can develop more patience.  Patience is my biggest asset.

I am feeling lonliess this evening.  I've let myself feel needy and nobody can make it better.  This too will pass.

I did some good things today along with my whininess.  I'd better sleep.