Journal Entry for September 11, 2007
Haven't written in this for a little while well yesterday felt suicidal i got hold of the pills and thought why not, kids are safe in bed i had …
I am 34 married have a wonderful husband who has m.s and two beautiful boys aged 2 and 5
I am 34 married have a wonderful husband who has m.s and two beautiful boys aged 2 and 5
cars motorsport and country living
cars motorsport and country living
Haven't written in this for a little while well yesterday felt suicidal i got hold of the pills and thought why not, kids are safe in bed i had …
Morning started off ok i suppose felt really dizzy on and off all day also my heart racing away at every single moment it had !!appointment with my …
Had a really bad night racing thoughts regarding my health tried to reasure myself that all is ok no it didn't work. took my eldest child …
Monday 3 September 2007 woke up feeling horrible again phoned the Dr's got an appointment to see him, told him again about my racing heart …
hi,sweetie
i have had ms for 5 years now and i have the same systom as ur husband. i have no strength in the arm and hand i have tremors in both hands from the ms. it sounds like ur husband may has ms but wait an see what the other 3 lumbar test show. i hope u does not have ms. i would like to share something with u that my mom told me when my dad died when i was 8. "God grant me the serenity to accept the things that i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can change. the wisdom to know the difference. i am 44 and still say that every morning before i get up to help me get through the day. i live in pain 24/7 i take 1 morphin tablet 3 times a day and 2 oxycodones 3 times a day just for the pain.
here are 4 more things that help me besides my husband of 20 years and my 15 year old son,family,my best friend of 36 years,friend,my friends here on ds.
1."Life is to short to worry about what the future holds for us.
2."Live life to the fullest no matter how hard it maybe.
3."We will never know why God gave us this ugly disease until we meet one day.
4."Remember, u r not alone we are all in this together.
my faith in God has helped me throught some rough times. sorry, t his is so long and boring just wanted to share that with u. if u ever want to talk i am here for u both.
take care
love ya
thats great! i know all about those computer problems!!! nice having you back!!! xoxokatie
wow! haven't seen you around town in a very long time! hope you're okay and surviving the political world! xoxokatie
hey!!! hope you're okay, where is it that you live? i can't figure it out! have you considered journaling again? kind of worried about you...hope you don't mind....xoxoxokatie
I am a 34 yr old going on 90 suffered from panic and anxiety for over 2 yrs and it's getting worse