I Want to Just Runaway
November 1, 2009 4:49pm
I am so upset. GOD! I wish I could just leave, or just tell everyone to fuck off. I'm gonna swear alot in this entry I think, I …
joleneLS 
3:09am, October 5, 2009
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About Me
joleneLS
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About Me
I'm 23 and my life is a circus, except I'm not the ring master...I'm the person you see running around and scooping up the elephant poop...I guess hefting a shovel like that would make me strong...instead I think it just makes me reek...mostly with anger...but I'm trying to make myself a better person, for myself and for my daughter
I'm 23 and my life is a circus, except I'm not the ring master...I'm the person you see running around and scooping up the elephant poop...I guess hefting a shovel like that would make me strong...instead I think it just makes me reek...mostly with anger...but I'm trying to make myself a better person, for myself and for my daughter
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I'm a new mum and all my interests revolve around my baby now!
I'm a new mum and all my interests revolve around my baby now!
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joleneLS and tishie1993 are now friends 1:18pm
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November 18
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joleneLS wrote a discussion post in the Family & Friends of Cancer Patients support group: My Best Friend's Mom 2:04pm
This is Lisa's Story. Everyone has a best friend, one who you feel a bond like siblings with. And every…
November 16
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joleneLS wrote a discussion post in the Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1) support group: Excessive Drooling.... 1:08am
I have an almost three month old daughter. For the last two weeks she drools so much!! She drenches her…
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The Diamond Elephant In The Room
October 28, 2009 1:21am
There is a diamond elephant in the room at my house. No one knows how to talk about it. Or maybe I just don't know how to talk about …
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2 Months Into the Game
October 13, 2009 2:18am
Marlow is 2 months old now. I don't know how I feel anymore.
I love her, to bits, but she is a cryer. Nothing seems to make her …
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Brand New Baby, Same Old June
September 9, 2009 4:07pm
So I had my daughter on Aug.20th, it was a really easy delivery...which I'm thankful for, and most of my family made it right after she …
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I Think There May Be No Return In This Stupid Love Thing
July 27, 2009 10:56pm
I am so so mad. I don't understand my man. In fact, I doubt I'll ever understand any man...but mine is ecspecially hard.
He has …
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I hope everything turned out okay with your ferrets :( I had one a couple years ago, but my husband took him when we split. Hugs!
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Hi. I wish I could help more, but all I can say is that you should try to believe that your fiancee REALLY does love you and understand. Please read my post. I am desperate, and I KNOW it isn't the same situation, but I am afraid for my marriage. Does your sister know that this happened to you also?? I think you should tell her and your parents at least. I know it is awful and I'm SO sorry you have to go through this!! Do you have any advice about how your fiancee could help you??? I just have NO IDEA what to do for my husband!
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Close Families & Friends Of Addicts
I am 23 and my older sister is a crack addict. She has lost all her children, and most of the time lives on the streets. We are trying tough love to sober her up, now we are just hoping it will work.
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- Al-Anon Not Working
- my mum used to be an alcoholic but i have never used it in my sisters case..I didn't find it helpful as a 12 year old when I attended alateen so I didn't thing it would work this time either.
- Patience Working / Worked
- i have oodles of it, ask anyone, my sister doesnt deserve it anymore
- Talking Working / Worked
- i vent with my family(sans mum most of the time) and my boy friend all the time, when you talk to some one else it all seems more bearable
- Writing Working / Worked
- i do whatever i can to take out my anger at my sister in non-negative ways, so i keep a journal, and im on web sites such as this to help. and it all helps.
Close Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
i have a new daughter, she was born aug.20/09. and while i knew parenting wouldnt be easy...i didnt think it would be this hard!!!
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- Breast Feeding Working / Worked
- so far so good, she latches well and eats like a pig!
Open Healthy Relationships
After almost 4 years it feels like my relationship may be running out of oomph. I want to be able to make it better.
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- Patience Working / Worked
- its the only reason we are still together! lol
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- If he actually listens and doesnt just hear what i say then it sometimes helps.
- Writing Working / Worked
- im a very verbal person with words. i write all the time! its very helpful but sometimes you just need people instead of paper.
Open Healthy Sex
i was molested as a child and i have a hard time taking part in sex with my fiancee at times.
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Open Sexual Abuse
i was sexually abused as a child and it is affecting my adult sex life
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