I am a 31 year old divorced single parent that has self injured in the past, had a miscarriage in June 2006, and recently moved into my own apartment.
I am a 31 year old divorced single parent that has self injured in the past, had a miscarriage in June 2006, and recently moved into my own apartment.
June 4, 2008 10:24am
I am a little peeved this morning due to an incident that happened this morning while I was taking my son to school. We had just crossed the …
thanks for the hug and caring but I AM a murderer and DON'T deserve to be here!! I miss my sister and best friend! why couldn't it be me why them why all the other innocent people out there. why cant the bad people in this world die who do bad things like hurt kids or stuff like that. I was the driver so that means I am a murderer!!!! if it weren't me driving they would still be alive! why does this stupid drunk driver just get his license suspended for 6 months and not more?! why doesn't he have to go through the pain I am going through?! ugh I feel so anxious and horrible its been one horrible day I just want to die I don't even want to be here anymore!!! and to make matters worse Thursday is my birthday and I get to spend it alone with out my twin sister!!!!!!!
Hi Anne, I hope you're feeling better. Sorry to hear about the pulmonary embolism. I pray you will be fine. Sorry to hear about your son & having problems with him too. Kids are really hard. It's hard being a single mom too. I know this. My kids are 19 & 23 now and it's way easier, but I've had my struggles, believe me. It will get better. I was glad to hear from you. I haven't been online a lot myself. Don't worry, about not getting back. I'm sure you've been quite busy. Take care & God bless. Hugs, Sandi
Thinking of you and sending some hugs your way. I hope all is well with you so far this year. Haven't heard from you in awhile, and pray all is well.
Was wondering how you were doing? You haven't been on much lately.
Hope you are doing good.
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Between the ages of 14-19 I use to self mutilate because of depression and feeling unloved and unwanted. I stopped at age 19 when I found out I was pregnant with my son the last time I had done it but didn't realize it. I never injuried myself for ten years until July, 2006, shortly after a miscarriage. I was out of control until last November. Now I am doing a lot better.
Where to start? All together I have had three miscarriages with the most recent being June 23, 2006, the day after my 29th birthday. I was devastated and dealt with it in a self destructive behavior but am doing better now than what I was before.
I was diagnosised with PCOS in 1997 shortly after the birth of my son. It has been hard for me to get pregnant in the past and I think this disease had something to do with my miscarriages....one in 2004 and recently in 2006.
June 24, 2009 I felt like I was having a heart attack and ended up being taken to the ER by ambulance. The ER doc told me I had blood clots in my lungs with the right one being bigger. I was told this was called Pulmonary Embolism and since then I have been trying to adjust to the changes and new medication plus putting up with all the blood tests.
