Journal Entry for March 2, 2008
Sorry ive been so out of touch. Bruce and i had a big argument, and i told him to leave/move out! Of course his responce was you have to …
IM A 46 YEAR OLD SINGLE MOTHER OF 2. I WORK FULL TIME AS A CAREGIVER TO A LADY WHO MEANS THE WORLD TO ME. IM SEEKING FRIENDSHIPS WITH BOTH MEN AND WOMEN WHO BATTLE WITH THE SAME PROBLEMS AS I DO. WE CAN HELP EACH OTHER OUT.
IM A 46 YEAR OLD SINGLE MOTHER OF 2. I WORK FULL TIME AS A CAREGIVER TO A LADY WHO MEANS THE WORLD TO ME. IM SEEKING FRIENDSHIPS WITH BOTH MEN AND WOMEN WHO BATTLE WITH THE SAME PROBLEMS AS I DO. WE CAN HELP EACH OTHER OUT.
IM REALLY A HOMEBODY AT HEART, BUT LIKE TO GET OUT AND SHOP AND HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS. IM PRETTY FLEXIBLE AS LONG AS WE COULD DO THINGS "KID ORIENTED". IM BEST WITH OTHER PEOPLE WHO HAVE KIDS, WE CAN HANG OUT TOGETHER, KIDS AND ALL. IM NOT LOOKING FOR A RELATIONSHIP, JUST BUDDIES, MALE OR FEMALE.
IM REALLY A HOMEBODY AT HEART, BUT LIKE TO GET OUT AND SHOP AND HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS. IM PRETTY FLEXIBLE
Sorry ive been so out of touch. Bruce and i had a big argument, and i told him to leave/move out! Of course his responce was you have to …
ITS BEEN A BETTER DAY, IM NOT FIRED AFTERALL, JUST RELOCATING TO A CLOSER OFFICE. STILL PISSED WITH BRUCE, BUT IM CALMING DOWN, HE WAS TOTALLY …
I NEED ADVICE FROM MY DAILY STRENGTH FRIENDS, AND ANY OTHERS THAT MIGHT HAVE A WORD OR TWO. MY SON CHARLIE WAS CAUGHT WITH A SMALL MEDAL ROD, …
I GOT AN EMAIL REGARDING MY LOVE THAT DIED LAST YEAR, NOW I CANT STOP CRYING, ALSO BRUCE IS ON A RAMPAGE AGAIN
YOU KNOW FOR THE MOST PART ITS BEEN A GOOD DAY, BRUCE HAS A TENDENCY TO GRIPE OVER LITTLE THINGS, AND THAT CAN BE IRRATATING, BUT OVERALL, ITS BEEN …
big hugs, hope you start to feel better soon, we are here for you
Thanks for the hug, take care and God's blessings be with you!
Have a beautiful St. Valentine's Day... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asy... God's Love
The Lord's Peace be with you!
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IM SINGLE AND IN A DISFUNTIONAL RELATIONSHIP. I HAVE 2 TEENS FROM A PREVIOUS MARRIAGE, WHO ARE DEFIANT, AND WONT MIND, AND AN ALCAHOLIC BOYFRIEND WHO LIVES WITH ME, AND MAKES MINE AND MY KIDS LIFES MISERABLE. I HAVE ZERO SELF ESTEEM, DEEP DOWN I WANT HIM GONE, BUT IM AFRAID TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT, BECAUSE OF THE WAY HE MAY REACT, WHAT CAN I DO?
MUCH OF MY LIFE IVE HAD DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY ISSUES, WITH MEDICATION I CAN KEEP MYSELF SOMEWHAT ON AN EVEN KEEL, BUT THE DEPRESSION IS STILL THERE.
I HAVE TWO ADOLESANTS, AGES 13 AND 15, AARRGGG! THEY DRIVE ME NUTS SOMETIMES. THEY'RE DEFIANT, AND ARGUMENTITIVE, AND LIE ALOT, WHATS A MOTHER TO DO?
MY WHOLE LIFE IVE BATTLED WITH MY WEIGHT, I NEED TO DROP 84 POUNDS
I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH HYPOTHYROIDISM WHEN I WAS 14, IM NOW 46, AND HAVE BEEN ON MEDICATION ALL THIS TIME, YET IM STILL TIRED. WHAT TO DO?
ALL MY ADULT LIFE IVE BEEN CODEPENDENT ON MEN JUST SO I FEEL I COULD SURVIVE. NOW IM IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP, AND IM FINDING IT DIFFICULT TO LET HIM GO, IM AFRAID OF HOW HE'LL REACT
IM IN DEBT UP TO MY EYEBALLS IN CREDIT CARD DEPT, YET I CANT SEEM TO PUT THEM AWAY, IM TO MUCH OF AN IMPALSE BUYER, AND I KNOW ITS GOTTA STOP. WHAT DO I DO?
IVE BEEN DIVORCED NOW FOR 5 YEARS, AND IN ALL THAT TIME I HAVENT RECIEVED CHILD SUPPORT. HERES MY STORY. WHEN MY DIVORCE BECAME FINAL MY NOW EX HUSBAND WAS WORKING, BUT NOT EARNING MUCH! SO THE COURTS ONLY ALOUD $250.00 PER MONTH FOR OUR 2 KIDS. WITHIN A COUPLE MONTHS AFTER THAT HE INJURED HIS BACK AND IS NOW DRAWING SSD. MY KIDS DO RECIEVE SSD THROUGH THEIR FATHER, BUT ACORDING TO SOCIAL SECURITY, THATS NOT! CHILD SUPPORT!!!! I COULD GO AFTER HIM FOR PAST SUPPORT IF I WANT TO BE MEAN.
IVE BEEN A CAREGIVER OFF AND ON OVER 25 YEARS, WORKING FOR COMPANIES. SOMETIMES IT CAN BE DEPRESSING, BUT I TRY NOT TO LET IT GET TO ME, IT WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE OTHER CAREGIVERS TO TALK TO.
4 YEARS AGO I GOT HERPIES FROM A MAN WHO I THAUGHT WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. HE WASNT, HE JUST USED ME FOR SEX! HE KNEW HE HAD IT AND DIDNT TELL ME, SO NOW I HAVE THIS DESEASE FOR LIFE. IM OK WITH IT NOW, I EXCEPT IT AND IT HAS DEFINATLY CHANGED THE WAY I SEE THINGS.
I DONT HAVE HEP C, BUT MY OTHER HALF DOES SO IM LEARNING FIRST HAND WHAT GOING ON, BUT COULD USE SOME SUPPORT WHEN THINGS HAPPEN TO HIM
IVE BEEN OVER WEIGHT MUCH OF MY LIFE, THEY SAY ITS HEREDITARY, AND I COME FROM A LONG LINE OF TALL BIG PEOPLE, STILL I HATE IT AND IM VERY SELF CONCIOUS OF MY SIZE.
MY CASE ISNT SO SEVERE, YET IM THINKING THERES SOME EMOTIONAL ABUSE GOING ON WITH ME AND MY CHILDREN. MY LIVE IN BOYFRIEND GETS MOOD SWINGS, AND NO ONE WANTS TO BE AROUND WHEN HES MOODY, WHICH IS MOST EVERY DAY. SOME TIME HE SCARES ME
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE JUST DIED TODAY, I CANT IMMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT HIM