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tonie10 
Why is it everytime I get a job, things change after I'm hired. Today was only orientation. I was there from 8:30 to 3pm. I was horrified sitting in this small conference room all day ughhh.. I had to take another pill.. And usually I never take a whole 2 during the day... I went to leave at noon to break for lunch to go home, and the guy told me, they really don't like the staff leaving at lunch, I'm supposed to eat in the caffateria??? whatever.. I live a minute away.. why can't I go home for lunch. So that is really bothering me. On the interview with the lady a month ago, I know we talked about me going home for lunch and she never said I couldn't???? Then he said I wouldn't have a vacation till 2009??? Whats up with that???? Tomorrow and for the rest of the week I will be on daylight and tomorrow is when my actual training is gonna start. I"m afraid and trying not to think about it. My husband and mother just said give it a try, thats all they ask of me.. and they won't be mad if I choose to leave... BUT THEY SAY THAT NOW... I feel like they would be sooooo mad if I choose to quit.. I don't feel, I know they will be.. UGHHHH Maybe it was to soon for me to go back but on the flip side I know if it ends up good it will help me alot.. But it takes awhile to find a job I like. I just don't know what to do other than wait to see what happens tomorrow, I"m still gonna ask my lady boss at noon, If I can go home for lunch... UGHHHHH
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You made it through today, I'm so proud of you!!! just take it one day at a time. If I could go home for lunch i most likley wouldn't go back. lol Don't put so much stress on your self worrying about others being angry with your choices, do what you have to do, your just adding to your panic. I know easier said then done. hey and that's what the xanax is for to help you get past this, in a few weeks you will comfortable at the new job and won't need it as much if at all. xoxox Tera
terae
Today will be better. Take one day at a time. If she said that you could go home for lunch then you can they can not MAKE you stay for lunch so long as you are not late getting back. Give it 3 months, it takes that long to get trained and to getting a feeling about the work place. You can do this. YOU CAN! I have faith this is going to be what you need. Terae is right. We have faith in you. Love ya!
MsMissy