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tonie10 
It's 1:10 am in the morning here. Not feeling to well tonight.. My back and chest are tight and burning... I'm sooooo tired of this crap... I want it just to go away... I just wish I could sleep just one good nights sleep... :(
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Well I might as well let everyone know, I quit today. Not cuz of pa's just I didn't like it at all. It wasn't the right job for me. I want to be back in my own little office, I just don't want to work with the public. No one needs to say anything, I'm the one thats the most dissapointed in myself. I feel like I could crawl under a rock right now and hide for a long time. My hubby was so disapointed in me that he actually didn't even yell at me, and just said do what you want to do. He knew I was miserable there. I know I'm not gonna find the perfect job, heck I don't think anyone has that. But for me, it just wasn't for me. So now I got to go dissapoint my friends and family. I left at lunch and just didn't go back. Why make that poor lady train me for 2 months when I knew I didn't like it. So I'm just gonna call my friends and family after 3:30 (my get home time) and just tell them I'm not going back tomorrow. My mom is gonna freak out on me. I did everything else I could have today, called temp agencies I'm signed up with, and another place down here just to see if anything else was available. But next time I get a job I'm not telling anyone. I'm gonna try it out first. How can someone that worked steady for the past 12 years + with the exception of one lay off cuz the company went under.. Lose all her credibility to people over 10 mos. of being home????? I just don't get it. My mom who has never worked a day in her life is gonna be yelling at me later when I call. Aw, heck, I'm gonna get soooo much slack over this from family and friends but what they don't realize is...I'm giving myself enough grief right now.... :(
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I'm more disappointed for you. Sometimes you have to do somethings you don't like for a short while and then you get to do the things that you want. (the job that is), I'm sorry that it didn't work out for you. You will find the right job. Your dream job what ever that may be :-) Keep your chin up. Things will get better. I have to go get my child off to church tonight along with myself. Have a pleasant evening, STOP degrading and chastising yourself!!!
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I don't think it helps making yourself feel worse by thinking about what other people will say or what you think they may say. I think a lot of what your problem here may be isn't what the people will actually say, so much as what you think they will say. If it was me, i would just tell myself, 'oh well.' and let it slide off of you. It's not a big deal really. It's just a job. You have your well-being to worry about! And if that job was making you miserable, then thank god you got out!
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Don't be disappointed with yourself. You have to do what is right and comfortable for you. I don't like dealing with the public either. I enjoy working by myself. I'm sure you will find a job that fits. If family and friends start to give you grief than end the conversation. You don't have to feel guilty for wanting a better job that makes you happy. Just start looking for a new job. If family and friends don't like your choice they don't have too, as long as you are happy with your decision. Be strong and most important....Be Happy.
Well I wasn't too paniky today but , I'm really feeling anxious and tired right now. Work was well Work.. I don't like the job.. I really just don't.. It's not something I see myself doing for the next years to come. I did come home from lunch today hoping my hubby would take pity LOL on me.. I really just didn't want to go back.. but of course he yelled and said to go back.. So I guess I'll give it some more time. I just don't think it's the right job for me. Not cuz of the pa's, I was actually really busy today learning this and that so it kept my mind off of it.. I know work will help me tremendously... But this just isn't the right job.. I can just feel it.. UGHHHHH
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poor you! cuddle with tonie and relax the best you can!:] he's your little gurdian angel!
terae
Awwww Sweets, I am in the same boat and I totally understand. ((((Big Hugs)))) I hope you're sleeping better now that the holidays are coming close to an end. They can be so hard on us anxiety folks. You're doggie is adorable btw! =)
Irelandsangel
awwwww hun I wish i could make u feel better, u take care & hope to tlk soon, hugs & love xoxo Rosey
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