I am struggling so much right now …
I am struggling so much right now to see much that is positive about my current situation. I know logically things …
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KrystalD 
6:22am, July 2, 2008
I havn't been online in a few days, but not much has happened. Thought I'd write anyways. My boyfriend got home today after working for 48 hours stright. I feel terrible that I get "exhausted" for nothing and he physically exerts himself for our family. I hope he knows I appreciate him. I probably don't say it enough.
We ate out ( again) for supper.....really have to stop doing that. And after that went for a little drive, that was nice. I officially started my Christmas shopping today ( Eek!) Christmas creeps up so fast and since my boyfriend works so much I need to get it done when I can. And besides I'll be well into my pregnancy by december and don't think I'll feel like standing in long shopping lines.....
I have my phciatrist appointment in 6 days, I feel like calling and canceling. I hate confrontation. But I need to get well and canceling won't make things better, time to face the music I geuss.
As always, I hope tomorrow brings new light and strength.....:)
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I feel the same way that you do - guilty for being so tired when we're not doing anything and our men are working so hard for the family. We are building a baby though, so that should count as SOMEthing. *hugs*
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