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About Me
BrandonGirl
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About Me
hope for harmony.........pray for peace......... dream for understanding.........& wish for balance in this hellish world we live in.
hope for harmony.........pray for peace......... dream for understanding.........& wish for balance in this hellish world we live in.
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Interests
I LOVE MY COMPANION ANIMALS!!!! I have two adopted dogs, SUKI the pom/chi & now a new addition MIKO the pom they are my world.......THOR the Malamute (has found a forever home!!!) I enjoy doing artwork...my favorite is pencil sketches (in colors also)..... I love to read on rainy days its when I ache the most & I have to wrap up in a wool blanket to keep the damp out......its simpler to just grab a book & stay indoors. Oh & I love food......good home cooked real FOOD. :)
I LOVE MY COMPANION ANIMALS!!!! I have two adopted dogs, SUKI the pom/chi & now a new addition MIKO the
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thanks it is great but its all bc of the steroids which isn't great :( how are you doing ?
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Thank you, I hope you have a wonderful day too :)
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Thank you. How very Beautiful. I am so glad for these words,Love, Peggy
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We will get thru. I do think its a learning process where I say ok I got it now and the powers that be say are you sure lets try again. I wouldn't think the things we go thru are punishment or I would quit trying. I sometimes think the one who created the platypus sits back and laughs at some of my delimas.
Seriously, Mom gets to offend a new doctor today or else gets offended by a new doctor. What a trip. We laugh lest we cry. She has not been able in 83 years to connect with a dentist, doctor, chiropractor, or optomotrist but for a few visits. She changes specialists if she doesn't like anything they say to her. I didn't want her in with the group that handled my husbands health because they neglected to give him his seizure meds and it led to his death. But the reason I didn't want to deal with them again was their inappropriate counseling on letting him die. Evidently some think reincarnation a blessing and the faster we die the faster we can do better. Seriously I was counseled that there are two sides to the moon, the light side and the dark side. I"m saying what???? Funny in retrospect but at the time not so funny. Don't want to do that again. All she had to do was call her own clinic and say, "I'd like to go with one of the lung specialist groups that speak English. She is hard of hearing and it should not have been difficult. But she thought someone would think she was predjudice while I was concerned to have to be working with the group that caused the death of my husband. THere is supposed to be a new sit com on Wednesday night called the middle. I'm told by friends it is similar to what many go thru. Grandkids and older generation both expecting to be cared for. Between them and my past with my husband I have covered generations past present and future. See why I believe in angels, I couldn't make it without their help.
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Had to go to another country to find some one to ask how I was doing. Thanks. I'm fine so far. Alot of this is reliving things I've already been thru. Wonder if it keeps repeating until we get it right. The last two months with my husband was with him at home on a respirator. I really have had a problem with such things since. I had to tell Mom we couldn't use the same doctors. She is so focused on her own problems, justifiably so, she didn't realize I needed to deal with new doctors so that they can make new mistakes. Thank God for Angels. They got me thru one and now they will get me thru too.
Puppy is getting better and more spoiled if possible.
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Support Groups
Close Lupus
Aug 04 I was so sick I could not walk...lift my arms to wash my hair..brush my teeth...all the things that make up daily living were now a very difficult & painful experience. Rounds of Dr. appointments...one specialist after another...trips into Winnipeg to see a different Dr. ... different drugs...still no clear diagnosis...then on Oct 5, 2004 was DX with SLE...MCTD....Sjogren's Syndrome & RA...I could not understand what took them so long to figure out what was wrong
Treatments
- Azathioprine Not Working
- after 10 months of getting worse...the Dr. wanted me on methotrexate instead...but I got myself off the imuran because I was getting worse...ended up with a serious intestinal parasite infection
- Celebrex Not Working
- did absolutely nothing to reduce inflamation or aleviate that pain
- Cyclobenzaprine Somewhat Helpful
- good as a muscle relaxant but not good for long term usage
- Medrol Not Working
- terrible side effects...itching so bad that I nearly scratched myself raw
- Plaquenil Too Soon to Tell
- Just started on Plaquenil a month ago....wait & see I suppose...hair is falling out more and extremely itchy all over....back to being moody too
- Prednisone Working / Worked
- Have used Pred for rescue when a bad flare hits
- Talking Working / Worked
- talking about lupus helps to get the word out about this disorder...just mite be able to learn something new from someone else
- Vioxx Not Working
- This was taken off the shelves in Canada..........too many life threatening & life ending results
- Writing Working / Worked
- writing/journaling helps to release the pent up anxiety that I feel
Close Sexual Abuse
I was abused at the age of 4 by who was supposed to be a trusted family member.......sick people in this world......then Mar 14 last year I had a break-in/home invasion/sexual assult w/weapon......I am convinced that there are too many freaks out there & not enough circuses
Treatments
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
September 3, 2007 Blake...my little brother died from a cocaine overdose...he died 3 months before his 42nd bday...I miss him terribly........to add to this dysfunctional family......my 65yr old mother has a serious gambling addiction
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- Al-Anon Working / Worked
- took the family componant of this program to hopefully gain some insight as to the addicts in my family....wow....what an eye opener...my whole family is dysfunctional
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Working / Worked
- Venting and sometimes yelling sure does get this OUT!!!
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Raynaud's Disease
Along with having SLE I have Raynauds.....just another thing to add to the mix
Open MCTD
When I was diagnosed with SLE the Rheumy said that I also had MCTD....Raynauds.....and RA......what next?
Open Sjogren's Syndrome
BrandonGirl hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Hypothyroidism
Recently DX with Hypothyroidism....not sure bout all this medical stuff but from what I have read about the endocrine system & all the symptoms that I have had over the past 10 years (maybe even longer) I am beginning to wonder if the Lupus/MCTD & RA DX is even RIGHT!!!!!
Treatments
- Synthroid Working / Worked
- just started treatment.....wait & see approach till Dec 12
Open Depression
struggling with chronic depression because of my health issues
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Considering
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
Open Bereavement
lost my brother Sept 3/07 because of cocaine overdose
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
Open Menopause
was told that I have entered into pre-menopause 4 years ago....not sure why I started so early as I was only 40 but could be bcuz of the MCTD/SLE
Treatments
- Black Cohosh Working / Worked
- going to start taking this
- Evening Primrose Oil Working / Worked
- I take this every day...does help keep my skin soft
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