I have spent a lot of time lately in the hospital and I am not doing well. I have to much calcium in my blood and when I was 13 I had 3 of my parathyorid glands removed but they couldn't find the forth one but now the doctors feel that they need to try ti find it because my calcium level is not going down and it is affecting my health really bad it is slowly shutting every thing down but the parathyorid gland is as small as the end of a safty pin so they my not be able to find it and if they don't it is just a matter of time before it will shut evert thing down but if they do find it and remove it there is a chance that when they remove it that my calcium can go to low and that I could slip into a coma. I am really scared right now. I am getting weaker all the time. I find it hard to be onthe computer more then an hour and I am tired and I need to go lay down. I hate feeling this weak. I am so tired of being in pain all the time and there is nothing the doctors can do for the pain I have to cope with it I have been on pain medsfor so long now that my system has gotten use to them. I need all the prayes that I can get right now. The only thing that the calcium hasn't affected yet but the doctors say that it is just a matter of time before it does is my heart.