I feel i have to write this, I have been a member of this site for some time now as i have had 4 miscarriages all between 11 and 14 weeks. I have been reading some of your posts and i am so so sorry for your losses i know how you feel and only women who have lost will understand know one else ever could. The feeling of guilt, the pain and not being able to look forward let alone at other pregnant women or babies..... But please please dont give up trying for that baby! i had 4 losses in a row and all the tests we had said everything was ok but i still had another miscarriage then i fell pregnant again with my 5th pregnancy and the hospital told me i was having an eptopic pregnancy two weeks after that i was due to go into hospital to have it removed i was so heartbroken. Only to be told they had got it wrong as they had found a heartbeat.... My son is now 3 months old. I just want to say you must keep hope in your heart no matter how many peices it may be in. I will be happy to chat to anyone who needs someone to talk to i know whats its like to feel all alone xx