Day 9 Wednesday
Wednesday was a good day up at till mid afternoon.

I feel energised and full of life. the products i am using are just amazing. they keep me full, satisfied and not craving anything. so as i say

AWESOME Day...

Untill i got home in the evening and i had a bit of a bad attack with the bulimia... i went to town earlier in the day and heard some nasty comments from some youngsters and was thinking about them and stupidly reached for a 500g galaxy bar. (with 2 lines gone) and took it to bed as i was feeling sorry for myself.

all of it gone, not because i was hungry... i wasnt... i dont think i even enjoyed it to be honest... but bulimia is hard to explain. you get these "feelings" and they kind of take over.

so yeah. not such a good evening.

But today is Thursday Day 10. and i am feeling optimistic and will try not to let you guys down again.

B xxxxx